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2009-02-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

was it all a lie?
or was i just too naive?

2009-02-01T14:10:00.003+08:00

hi, i'm finally back to blogging again.
my apologies if anyone got bored of seeing those old posts each time u entered my url
that is, if there's anyone.

life has changed quite alot for me
yes, i enlisted.
life is pretty stagnant in camp
as my daily activities are pretty much restricted.
being a soldier made me thought quite alot, especially about my love ones
it's not going to be easy for the next 2 years
or maybe more.
but i'll get use to it i guess.

5 more weeks,
and i hope by then i'll have an answer to my future.

~~and all i can think of is eu.~~

2008-11-17T00:04:00.003+08:00

couldn't figure out what's wrong with me today
i felt like i was having a hangover, feeling lethargic
and i didn't even have a drop of liquor last night.

i hope it's just fatigue.

yesterday wasn't a good day i guess
with so many things happening recently,
be it at work or personal life
it only made me pondered about how complicated my life is.
plus with my current job, it doesn't seem to get better.

no, i'm not implying that i wish to quit Le Noir either.
in fact i love the company i have there
and when i say company here, i'm refering to my colleagues
as much as i hate to admit that my bio-clock is already screwed,
i still want to go on working with them.
afterall, they're giving me their support in taking up bar tending
and i'll prove to someone that my colleagues didn't make a wrong choice in believing in me.

i shalln't go further into how complicated my life is
it'll probably bore everyone who reads my blog.
the cycle just keeps repeating, and repeating, and repeating .........

i guess i'll just have to work hard
because i wish to give my future partner a better life (:

2008-11-16T07:45:00.002+08:00

jeremy,
WAKE UP UR IDEA!

u're not a bartender... YET!
u may not even become one (:

2008-11-12T13:11:00.002+08:00

hi, i'm finally updating my blog after months of hiatus.
it's been months, and yes, my life had been pretty stagnant
what else to expect from someone who works almost everyday?

speaking about work, i've been working on 2 jobs for the past 2 mths.
joined yusi (yet again) at Le Noir, which pays a little higher
but then again, she resigned after 1 mth (NOT AGAIN?!?)
lol.
oh well, shalln't talk about this today.

as for H.Dazs, i just tendered on monday
due to several reasons which i'm not in a convenient position to talk about
i must say it was a pretty tough decision for me to make
but the lack of opportunities, repetition of jobscope, and etc. has made the job really too boring.
dang.
i'm so gonna leave with a heavy heart.

oh by the way,
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!
yay!
hahaha. seriously speaking, it wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be.
and to think i was so worried the night before about not being able to pass
-.-"
i guess my driving isn't that bad afterall. HAHAHAHA!
and i drove for 5 days straight after that
i swear i travelled around Singapore. lol

eunice. next wed now?!? lol.

now i'm so tempted to buy a car >.<

it's been a long time since i met my buddies
and i'm so glad that i finally got the chance to meet up with them
though the meetings were on seperate occasions
but it really helped for all of us to catch up with each other's lives.
i seriously miss the times when we hang out with each other despite our busy schedules.
(:

anyhow,
Eugene is fine.
though he's a little upset about the time that he's gonna spend in Taiwan.
Marcus is alright.
though he's facing lots of difficult situations right now.

oh well, let's just hang in there
we'll tide through the difficult times together no matter what (:

2008-07-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand

i really don't.
because you refuse to tell me anything.
nobody told me.

i am dumbfounded by how ppl behave in reality
seriously, u'll meet all kinds of ppl in a F&B job
u may meet some nice people
and also the ugly side of some
well, i just met the ugliest group of girls today.

they weren't exactly ugly if you were to judge them base on their looks
but what they did totally disappointed me
and i refuse to acknowledge them as ladies even though they're obviously around my age
for they don't deserve to be treated like one.

well my new colleague was confused with the table arrangement, and he gave the wrong change to the group of girls
they were either idiots or stupid, none of them returned the billbook for the right one
in fact, they seemed of have kept quiet about the mistake deliberately, leaving the store very quickly
for a while, i was wondering why they were rushing to leave.
until 5 minutes later, another customer came up to me and said that he had not receive his change
it was only then we realised that my colleague had given the wrong billbook.
good thing he wasn't required to fork out any money of his own, otherwise that mistake will cost him $31.50.

how ugly Singaporeans can be.

2008-07-07T02:27:00.007+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
hahaha. i'm super duper happy right now.
yes, even when i'm tired and sleepy
because Team X-Jump! is champion of Skip-A-Dance 2008!

wahaha. it was totally unbelieveable i'd tell you,
i could have cried if we didn't even manage to get into the top 3
so imagine how i felt when the 2nd and 3rd positions were already announced
"oh no. pls call Team X-Jump!. pls pls pls.."
lol.

i wasn't lost for words
in fact, when manager asked for statements, i gave her plenty of words instead
"overwhelmed, estactic, overjoyed" blah blah blah
sry, too happy to think of properly formed sentences =x

yet before the competition, only one word could describe how i felt
"stressed"
having 4 days of competitions in a week is seriously too unhealthy
i was worried that we would end up like how my schools did,
falling behind as runner-ups to HIS team.
was even on the verge of crying after training in the morning
totally tired i'd say.
nevertheless, my hard work has paid off
so have my teammates.
all the effort that we have put in for the past few mths were recognised afterall.
the weekly practices, last minute work (this is unhealthy too), the yellings from me, the late night trainings even all the way till 10.30pm
i'm glad that none of us gave up, and i'd like to thank everyone of them
definitely we'll keep improving
we'll come back, stronger and better than how we are now.
for now, congratulations
we're CHAMPIONS (:

it was also heartwarming to see so many familiar faces coming down to support the team.
special thanks to justin, shf staffs, andeanna, parents, hong wen students
extra special thanks to mummy!
was so glad she made it,
been some time since she came for my competitions/performances
and i know she's proud of me
i was really happy with her presence that i gave her a hug
the last time i hugged her was like.... before i attended primary school?
lol =x
thank you mum (:

okayy i'm dropping dead soon
eyelids are closing any moment
i've gotta go slp before i fall into a 48-hr coma. HAHA

2008-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

good thing i didn't take an mc on sat/sun for leisure/other purposes
because i'm down with a flu today
it was so bad that i had to take an mc and miss work
didn't go for coaching nor work in the evening.
still went ahead with driving lesson, because i won't get a refund even with mc -.-"

so i was practically sneezing and sniffing throughout the lesson
luckily instructor wasn't strict
because i was pretty sure i wasn't concentrating well

later in the day, i had a long sleep
i realised i haven't been sleeping well for so long
not that i slept well today, definitely not with this flu
i think i'll definitely need more time for rest after the nationals and team's compy.

come to think of it
my schedule is damn pack for the next 2 weeks
i hope i don't give up halfway
i'll feel damn disappointed with myself. =x

i'm already feeling dejected.

i'm gonna get back to sleep
don't know why i'm so tired.

i wish you could be nicer

2008-06-22T22:25:00.004+08:00

if reading a blogpost of a fustrated blogger makes you feel uncomfortable
i suggest that you to move away from here now
because i'm feeling fustrated today
VERY.

i was pissed off with mum's nagging
i had this medical questionaire that needed to be printed out for my enlistment check-up, and all i needed from her was a signature
"why pink colour one? go re-print lah"
"what would they see you when they see the paper?"
like whatever lah. i wasn't the one who made the page coloured. MINDEF did.
and what? are they gonna post me to a unit filled with gays because i submitted a paper with pink words? NO.
for goodness sake, i just needed your signature.
they can always view my answers online.

and i hate it when she keeps forcing me to go to Japan with family next year
yes, going to Japan is wonderful. but when it's purely for religious purpose, it's a turn off.
i didn't ask to be part of it in the first place
and she keeps forcing me, knowing that if i go, i'd have to apply for leave from NS
happily she signed me up for the trip already, as if she's the one approving my leave.
i don't care. i'm not going. she can pay for the trip, i'll still not go.
i'd rather be stuck in camp
period.

and i seriously don't need anyone to nag on how to prioritise my lifestyle
unless u're my girlfriend and i need to spend more time with you.
even my mum leaves it to me
i plan my schedule according to importance, and to who is available
pls don't make it sound like i'm the one who don't wan to focus on things.

E.G. 1 - team trainings. yes, 2 more weeks to competition. i can organise trainings every night, but can everyone make it? like duh, no.
moreover, i've already listed out training dates in my recent e-mail
so what's the problem now?

E.G. 2 - having 2 jobs. if you ask me, i wouldn't mind stopping my coaching job now
especially when i'm facing stress from the schools and lack of support from the company
sry but i don't feel like their trainer/coach. i feel more like a freelance one.
but i can't drop the job now. because i have a responsibilities to bear at the moment.

if i knew you wanted to just go home
i wouldn't have asked you to travel all the way down.
oh well, not your fault anyway.

i'm sorry. i think i just need everyone in my life to give me some space of my own
EVERYONE.
not that you don't bother about me, of course i wouldn't want to feel lonely
but stop bugging me on every single thing
it's irritating.

but i wish YOU could open up more to me (:

2008-06-15T02:27:00.006+08:00

yayy.
i officially completed 4 weeks of work, and i'm glad
though i've still plenty to learn
but at least, i have not given up on the job
seriously, it's not an ideal one =x
got so many things to learn and memorise
got to attend to weird customers, and tolerate their naggings at times
got to face demanding and unreasonable instructions by managers at times
AT TIMES ONLY!
got to make sure we do everything perfectly even when we're so so busy
and the pay, i'd rather not mention about it =\

but still, there are moments of joy
there are colleagues who make work fun, some
there are customers who give comments which motivate us alot
i don't know if i'll still stay after my SIC leaves
but at least i'll continue working as long as he's still the SIC (:

now something to whine about
44 hours of work next week! ARRR!
>.<

sian.
i was dealt with 2 blow today

i asked someone if i'm cute
she gave an outright "no"
totally disheartened by the answer
was expecting something better even though i knew she wouldn't give a "yes"
but then, she changed her answer after i gave a super emo reply
oh well...
we all know how cute i am
undeniable fact.
HAHAHA!

it was amazing that my mummy was awake when i came home
it's rare you see, after i started my new job
didn't know if she was waiting for me, she was fiddling with the laptop
i asked her if she could wake up earlier to settle my enlistment stuff tmr morning.
"i'm not going to wake up earlier for you"
WTF?!? i'm your son leh! i'm going to serve the army leh!
was half-expecting her to nag but agree to it lor.
i don't care, tmr i gonna wake u up!
HAHAHA!

speaking of enlistment
eugene enlisted last week
next week will be a busy one for me, don't know if i'll be able to meet up with him when he books out
i wanna see his botak head!
muahahaha.

~~i wish i was going to hong kong with you (:~~

2008-06-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

i'm probably having the toughest time i've had for the past 4 months at the moment
everything's like coming down on me
and i just feel like not holding on to the heavy load, let everything else crumble onto me

for 3 days straight
people around me have been associated with the words "quit" and "resign"
not only i'm disappointed about it
i'm fustrated.

it's only my 4th week
my manager is deciding to submit his resignation letter
and my fellow friend submitted hers today
i know what's my manager's reason, but i really don't understand my friend's decision
she was the one who recommended the job to me
and i took it up not because of the pay, it's low i must admit
but i gladly took up the job because i thought it'd be great to be able to work with friends
not the case right now uh.
i can't force her to stay anyway. she's already made up her mind

i'm not going to mention what or where
because i don't want my blog to start appearing when ppl google/search for the company's name =x

and as for my team, i'm speechless
like totally.
i'm not sure if it's their lack of confidence, or the lack of support for my actions
but i thought they knew the team has alot more to improve on
apparently, the discussion made me felt that they were contented with what we have right now
i'm not. i want to be better. way better

their decisions made me feel like we're similar to the foundation
always thinking of the short-term only, having big plans be never going to fulfill them.
i mean, people are starting to give up now
right now at this moment, when the team is capable of developing into a better one
when we have the space to train at, the exposure to gain experience
and just because they're unhappy, they decide to give up
then why start in the first place if you're not ready for setbacks?
we're all seniors, all having to set examples. yet we leave when we just feel like it?

i don't mean to discriminate anyone
but maybe because they've yet to step out to the working society
or working with the corporate world
probably that's why they have the mindset that things should always be perfect and happy
i really don't know either.
all i know for sure is that nothing will always be perfect,
and there will be rough times for everyone.
this, is just one of the few. and it's up to ourselves to decide if we're strong enough to handle it.

like wise, i can't force them to stay
i've repeatedly ask for them to reconsider about their decisions
and i really don't wish to beg. it'll only make things difficult for everyone
of course i do wish everyone can stay. why not?
but at the end of the day, if they do wish to give up on their passion
i can't do much either.

i wish i was god (:

and as for my friend
i really don't wish to talk about it
i'm still distraught about it
sorry.

i just hope things will go fine for me and everyone else soon.

2008-05-30T01:09:00.003+08:00

i just reached home, so "early" in the morning
and i'm right in my room blogging
because i've got plenty to rant about

it just wasn't my day

i woke up late, even with morning call
last night's headache totally screwed me.

was asked to redo ice cream creations plenty of times
because either the ice cream was melting
or i did the creations wrongly.
damn

as we were preparing to close the store and leave
i dropped my cone of ice cream
*squash*
and i was trying to be helpful by setting the chairs
so much for being helpful uh

my handphone was not helping
no matter who i called, nobody could hear what i was saying
when i asked ppl to help me test, they hang up on me within 1 sec
so much for testing..
watever luh

i ran to the mrt station
because i had hoped to meet someone
and i alighted at her station
before she told me she had already left with her friends
so there i was, left alone in another train filled with emptiness

she said she could meet me
i even sms-ed her earlier to confirm.
and then she left without even waiting
i was just 5-7mins away lor.
nice

and when i arrived at my station
i was hoping that i wouldn't have to wait long for the bus
the last thing that could happen, was the bus leaving right before my eyes
as i had just stepped off from the escalator
how wonderful.

pardon me, i just need some place to "cry out loud"
probably because everything is taking it's toll on me
i wish some car would knock me down and kill me
but life's a bitch, it wouldn't come true.

and i hate the fact that i've to reach home so late every night
i hate coming home with no one to talk to and everyone's in bed
i wanna talk to mummy ):
sian. it'll be like this again next week -_-

bah, i think i'll just go gorge myself to death with ice cream.
bye.

2008-05-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

urgh.. head pain >.<
having to wake up at 7+ am and only reach home after 12am everyday is killing me
i'm having so much lack of sleep
and my head was so heavy that i felt like chopping it off
while coaching today, my eyelids were dropping half the time.
and i couldn't really concentrate while working at haagen dazs
until i was asked to do takeaway, which i sorta enjoyed
even though i made a mess out of almost everything LOL

i think i need to take mc the day after tmr >.<

eh wah lao.
my students get to go overseas during holiday
yet i've to wake up early every mon, wed and fri morning to go and coach
kns. why they can't all go together
then at least i can half a break. why must they go in batches?!?
so they enjoy during their holidays, i slog to death
lol.
okayy lah, actually besides shouting, i don't do much also =x

yay, end of the month coming
i wan my payyyyy
money money money money money

eh eh
my team is performing for Singapore Street Festival next sunday!
it'll be just outside Plaza Singapura, do drop by uh.
8pm. xD

okay. my mind is blank already.
think i'd better catch some slp

always on my mind (:

2008-05-23T01:28:00.003+08:00

omgwtfbbq
i'm tired, exhausted, drained, worn out, wearied, fill-in-the-blanks
first day at work, not really that busy
but being out all the way from noon till midnight kills.

the typhoid jab made my hand ache the entire day lah
i had a hard time while driving with the semi-paralysed arm
knn.
cannot change gear and turn at the same time! ARRR
lol. and of all days, i had a super-mahfan instructor today
so particular about so many things.
damn damn damn damn damn.

i was thrown alone on the "floor" at work half the time
it was my first day, derran's as well
but he wasn't feeling well so got the green light to leave earlier
poor boy.
not me lah. DERRAN LAH.
but i also k. my arm ache like duno wat >.<

eh..
my apron no pocket! ARRR
and i look stupid with that cap. ARRRRR x2 !!!

i just had a chat
and i don't regret wat i said
(:

2008-05-22T05:42:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA
MANCHESTER UNITED ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE!
weeeeee
OMGdosiciously
lol.
pardon my craziness
it just brings my memories back to 1999
when man utd were the champions of Europe, Premier League and FA Cup
that was when i first started supporting Man Utd
back then, i thought it was special for a club to be able to achieve the treble
and it was my first season watching the EPL
9 years on, Man Utd wins the champions league yet again!
WEEEEE

no treble this year
but at least a double!
BPL and European Champions!

okayy enough of madness.
i'm gonna have a dreadful day
gotta wake up in the morning to go for thyphoid jab
coz i'm starting work at haagen daz's tmr evening
and i got driving in the noon
lol. i hope i can still drive after the jab =x

2008-05-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

somebody misses my blog updates uh? lol
somebody..
i'm not gonna say who.
HAHAHA

i was emosifiedolicious for the past few days
yeah, lots to ponder about
sometimes it's just so hard to handle everything in your life
that you want to give up everything
but your heart tells you that you can't.

i was sick afew days back
it definitely gave me a scare
but things are fine, according to the doctor
lol.
i wonder if that's good or bad news

i passed my FTT
yay!
i got my practical test date
but i'm not telling anyone of you
HAHA! neh ni neh ni poo poo
ok lah, maybe i'll tell you if you're nice to me
MAYBE
=P

oh, my driving instructor for today was a lady
no offence.. but she talks alot >.<
she was chit-chatting throughout the entire lesson
i was distracted by her conversation so often that i made stupid mistakes
good thing she didn't scold me
now that i mention it, the instructors nowadays seem to be much nicer
i've yet to meet a super-strict instructor who scolds me
hopefully it remains that way. hahaha =x

yay, i'm going to take a nap and wake up later on
it's Champions League Finals day! xD

update: -
dang. stupid marcus tell me Champions League on Wednesday 2am
bluff me. cheat my pheelings.
it's TOMORROW NIGHT LOR!

2008-05-15T14:04:00.002+08:00

my first time driving during peak hours was disaster
so hard to watch out for pedestrains lah!
i did 2 stupid things yesterday while on the road
first was not giving way to pedestrains crossing the zebra crossing
the second was to stopping ON the zebra crossing
stupid car in front of me -.-"
now i really hate zebra crossings.

another last minute book later on
hope things will be better today

i wonder what's up with marcus
he hasn't been replying my messages and texts
neither did he pick up my call
i hope he's fine
just busy perhaps.

happy birthday (:

2008-05-15T13:44:00.002+08:00

as requested by Fiona NWQ

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
i'd be totally disappointed.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
turn back time

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
haven't thought it of yet

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
slightly.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
sweet, hardworking, her

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as it takes

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll make it not a secret! hahaha. wait lah

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeah afew setbacks here and there

#10 What do you want most in life?
a perfect family. long story -.-"

#11 Is being tagged fun?
seems so

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
flying around the world xD

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
her

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
can be nice and sweet at times, but very fierce >.<>

#15 Would you rather be single&rich or married but poor?
depends on who my partner would be? =x

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
slp more.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
i'd give, but not all.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wah, i don't like love triangles.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
friends who lend you a helping hand when you need them, who show concern

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
what else can i do? laugh lah.

8 person to do: marcus, justin, asiah, lingyi, gladys, farhan, shafiq, jeraldine
if they do read my blog, and still blogs =x

2008-05-14T00:18:00.015+08:00

i was uploading photos onto my computer
and i found some sweet photos

grandma's birthday celebration, a picture with the grandchildren
look at her sweet smile (:

and a group picture, without me
i'm the camera man lah!

Performance at Toa Payoh HDB Hub
JX appears to be that tall because he jumped -_-

and another team shot.
my face is glowing, probably because i'm outstanding =P

and a picture of the seniors, without gladys.

Shuqun Primary School at the West Zone Rope Skipping Championship

Hong Wen School at the South Zone Rope Skipping Championship
while they were waiting for the hall to be cleared.

and with their trophies.
the Principal was next to me =x

proud of the achievements by both schools
but there's more work to be done (:

with that, i bring you a video
credit to whoever bothered to record it down with my camera
this is probably the weirdest dance i've ever done
oh well, at least i wasn't the only one =x
goodnight!

2008-05-13T20:13:00.003+08:00

another disaster happened
7.8 magnitude earthquake in China, how timely
just a week after the cyclone disaster in myanmar
junxiang was ranting that we donate part of Team X-Jump!'s fund to the Myanmar aid funds
let's see what he's gonna suggest this weekend.
maybe he's gonna give up his entire allowance for China this time round
or maybe i'll just do it for him. =P
HAHAHA

wah
finally my pay for April is in
it's always this late
i'm getting fed up with this system
i seriously hope someone will start speaking up for the trainers who submit timesheets on time.

it's very discouraging when things always happen the way u wish it wouldn't
sometimes, it just makes me wonder do adults really mean what they say
first it was the company
now SSF
yes, no promises were made
i would agree on that
but why make so much comments, when they don't even wan to try
i'm tired lah i'm tired.
losing motivation
help. lol

happy birthday fiona
i'm glad to have you on Team X-Jump!
no doubt that you've put in lots of effort for trainings and performances
and we know you've changed alot
for the better
fiona reads novels, like omgwtfbbq!
enjoy ur birthday for now
AND THEN GET BACK TO STUDY FOR O-LEVELS!
lol

okayy, i wan go out liao
bye bye.

2008-05-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

i'm so glad i had a full day rest today
2 days of performances definitely took it's toll on me
i was struggling to keep my eyes open while watching soccer
my mind totally switched off

awesome
man utd are the champions for premier league again
pretty amazing season for them
having a young winger topping the goal chart
who then went on to claim majority of the accolades available
a veteran player scoring a goal on the match that marked his contributions for the club
10th premier league title for him and the manager
how many could achieve that feat?
i guess the champions league would be a big bonus for them all
and i'm certainly hoping that they would win it this yr (:

die.
i haven't top up my account at BBDC
i can't book for my next practical lesson!
arrrrrr

it was mothers' day yesterday
i didn't get anything for mummy
yeah pretty disappointed with myself
wanted to get a card for her after heading down to centrepoint
but by the time i left, shops were probably closing
i ended up heading for grandma's house to meet mum
and i thought my relatives would be all there celebrating mothers' day or something
which wasn't the case. only my grandma and 2 uncles were there
oh well, at least i was there to accompany mummy home
i think i'll fix an appointment with her next weekend for a dinner or something

it's weird
but i miss being a year 1 student in SP
lol.

2008-05-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

what a day for me
i was out 7am in the morning
all the way till now.

resumed coaching at hong wen school today
it was terrible
none of the teachers were around
the kids misbehaved so badly that i gave them another round of lecture
oh well, on second thought
it's probably because they didn't get to see me for a week
miss me lah u see. wahaha

come to think of it,
they can be pretty sweet and funny at times.
i have primary 1s who do weird things that make you want to laugh
and some of them got me a bottle of pi pa gao (cough syrup) afew weeks back
~~to make up for the sore throat that i got after yelling at them~~
i'm not going to drink the bottle of pi pa gao, i don't like drinking it
i will bring it back to the school and feed every single one of the competitors
WITH THE SAME SPOON!
hahaha.

did 3 slots of performances at yewtee, right in front of the mrt station
pretty low turnout from the team
i was rather disappointed with the last minute informations
still, we managed to do the routine
not so well done, obviously due to the lack of trainings.
oh well, another 3 more slots tomorrow
hopefully we'll do alot more better (:

hmm. come to think of it, this week's performances do bring back some memories
the first performance with the girls who started the team with me
it was at yewtee too, even though the exact location was different
ironically, not all of the 4 ladies could make it today
and not for tomorrow either
what a pity.

i went for a job interview!
yusi recommended me, along with derran and yiling for the job at haagen-dazs
seems like we'll all get the job
the manager was already telling us what to expect while working.
or at least, i hope we all get the job.

i'm so gonna keep myself busy
i've got coaching, driving lessons, team trainings, and now another job!
weeeee. at least i'm not wasting my time away
knowing that i won't be in NS until probably end of the year EARLIEST

at least being busy will shift my mind away from certain things
i hope
=x

yay!
i got people reading my blog already!

2008-05-10T04:21:00.003+08:00

it's raining heavily in the middle of the night
and i got drenched.
yes, i know it sounds stupid
how could i possibly get drenched when i'm at home.

I GOT WET WHILE CLOSING THE KITCHEN WINDOWS LAH!

my entire kitchen is now flooded with water
that's how heavy the rain was.
i was like fighting a thunderstorm out on the sea while closing the windows
-_-

good thing i'm awake
otherwise i'll probably find myself swimming when i wake up.

2008-05-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

damn. i was so disappointed today
was supposed to meet some lady from Singapore Street Festival
got changed and prepared to leave for training place
i even waxed my hair already!

"sry won't be able to meet you guys today"
oh thanks.
good thing i messaged her beforehand
otherwise i'd probably have gone to bishan and waited for nothing
i'm not blaming her
just ranting about how disappointed i was
it's been 2 weeks and my team have yet to meet up with her.

oh well, try again next week.

i just woke up after 4 hrs of sleep.
i'm going back to sleep again.
hahaha.
can't be helped, i'm dominated by pigs.

2008-05-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

hello world. i'm finally back from hiatus!
don't ask me why i took 7 mths off blogging
don't ask me why i decided to blog again
i got no answer either
i just felt like blogging again
(:

maybe because i'm having a week of break from coaching lah.
having so much time to slack around
it's pretty nice you know, having time on my own
but, i still miss the kids
even though they always make me go mad.
oh well, kids.

7 mths is a pretty long period of time
lots of things happened
too many to name
so i guess i'll just move on from here
may find time to talk about the past
we'll see again

i picked up driving again, this time as a school candidate of course -_-
and i've started my driving lessons.
it's fun! especially when you stall the car and the instructor starts to nag.
lol just joking.

i was petrified when my instructor told me we'll be driving out of BBDC today.
*eyes open big big*
*mouth opens wide*
instructor: "don't worry, later go out on the road don't panic"
LIKE HOW TO DON'T PANIC?!?
i only started learning how to cruise at 3rd gear 40 minutes before!
all i said was: "orh. okay"
*gives a big big smile*

and so, off i went, driving out of the circuit, onto the road.
knowing that cars move faster out there, i happily changed to 3rd gear
then i realised.. STILL TOO SLOW!
instructor: "change to 4th gear"
i was like.. HUH?!? WHAT IS 4TH GEAR?!?
lol. i haven't tried before lah, can? first time can? newbie can?
*slowly changed to 4th gear, hands fumbling all over*
even after changing gear, the car didn't move faster then before
then i realised.
i wasn't even stepping on the acceleration pedal -_-

and i continued to accelerate
ji shiok yi xia.
60km/h
instructor: "in front turn left"
*state of shock*
me: "huh? how to turn at 4th gear?!"
instructor: "slowly change down to 2nd gear lah!"
i almost asked "how?" again, gd thing i didn't, otherwise i might get smacked on my head
surprisingly, i was able to control the car and turn
no accidents k!

what a competent driver i am, i must say.
lol

oh ya oh ya!
how could i forget!
lingyi was having her driving lesson at the same slot as me as well!
i was driving behind her all the way in the circuit.
hahaha
she's a good form of motivation for me
after watching her panic and stall her car
PS - i won't horn you if i see you on the road, don't worry =P

ok i think i've blogged enough
time for me to slp
probably my last night before i have less time to slp
will blog again tmr if circumstances permit (:

2007-10-10T12:31:00.000+08:00

wah
finally i'm sooooooooo not lazy to blog.
how long has it been? 2mths?
lol.

i cannot describe wat happened for the past 2 mths
too many things la
i'll probably cause the entire blogspot server to crash when i'm done describing
so i'm not going to try that out.

after 2 1/2 mths of studies in SP
i'm enlightened.
I CANNOT STUDY.
hahaha. seriously, no matter how many times i promise to attend classes
i refuse to do it.

i can't help it either
i tried sleeping at 10pm, but i woke up at 3am.
then i couldn't get back to slp, i start playing computer games
and when it's 6.30 in the morning
my mind switches off, and off to bed i go.
i think something is terribly wrong with my bio-clock
got medicine to help me? =x

ggfied.com
my friends will be enlisting upon graduation
i got another semester, or probably 2, to complete my diploma
worse case scenario, i don't even complete it.
sianzifiedalisticious

eh.
maybe someone can volunteer to call me every morning at 7am
and bug me to go to school.
nono, not someone
EVERYONE! hahaha.
anyone who does so will be handsomely rewarded
with a 3 days 2 nights holiday stay
IN SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC!
muahaha.

bah.

i lvoe yuo xD

2007-07-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty bored
and i think i'm screwing up my own life.

i haven't been to sch for days
well actually...
for weeks.
studying is not my cup of tea
i just hope i don't need a degree in future
because i probably won't make it to a university
>.<

poly50 was over
and my team got 22.
not so bad i guess, compared to previous year
better result, and i didn't end up in the hospital
we could probably hit top20 if not for that fever
oh well.

and it's been a long time since i skipped
i guess i missed lots of trainings

pretty random..
but i've got this feeling that i'll forward modules this semester
oh no >.<
i guess i may even drop out of sch and go serve the army earlier
ARH!
lol.

speaking about NS
had a farewell dinner for terrence last thurs
it was madness.
then had to wake up so freaking early the next morning
because we were going to send him off to TEKONG!
hahaha.
oh well, all for the sake of friendship
he'd probably be sending some of us in when it's our turn
no maybe not.
he could be in there waiting for us with his rank.
uh oh!

harry potter 5 is crap
i hate the ending
totally spoiled the atmosphere
i thought somemore ppl was going to die
=X

gdnight.

2007-07-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

No bad words were found.

I found this at Farhan's blog and decided to try.

Such a big lie. I swear I've got profanities on my blog.

2007-07-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

i swear i almost died.

i had high fever
sore throat
ulcers all over my mouth and throat
vomitting

well just to update those who were "interested"

yea well, been sick for a week
seems to be recovering.
i hope so.. lol

ar well i'm going to bed again
don't seem to have energy to even use the computer
screw this illness
god knows wat's wrong with me.

i'll blog again some other time
and do that stupid "QnA" that macus tagged on me -.-"

2007-05-18T02:55:00.000+08:00

ar. finally blogger is looking better.
(:

i'm thinking of switching to another site
but my pure laziness tells me not to
because i'll wan to have a new template
but i'm simply too lazy to do one.
if anyone wans to do it for me, TELL ME (:

the gang whom i hang out with at sentosa so often
and shafiq, trust me. volleyball is fun
especially when u have players like justin
LOL. aw, u know i'm kidding
hahaha.

a moment of madness from the guys to decide taking pics with the wallpapers.
and i caught terrence with his stupid look.
LOL

tuesday's surprise for her wasn't that bad
it wasn't suppose to be how i wanted
but still, better then nth
i'm just glad that she's happy
and i bet all of them had fun.

she was desperate to have a picture with the drink. i think

her beloved committee.

some of the meals that we had.
i must say they all look, and tasted, delicious

SUPER BIG SIZE CHOCOLATE DRINK
with a scoop of chocolate ice-cream and whip cream too
it made me so full that i almost threw up.

not a bad place to have a nice meal
though it's tak halal =x
better not praise too much
otherwise next time the servings might just become smaller
as the saying goes,
Singaporeans cannot be praised.

weiting was present as well
but i don't have her in my camera
well, my camera sucks (:
i'll upload more pics when i get hold of them from weiting's

oh and er
happy birthday my dear (:

i guess it's inevitable that ppl do change
for me, most of my friends changed
maybe it's because of their status
maybe it's because of their surroundings
maybe it's because of other friends
maybe it's because of stress
maybes. there'll always be hundred and one reasons

oh. maybe i changed too.
haha.

i have to admit
i feel so lost all of a sudden after stepping down
it's difficult to move on,
considering that i stayed for 2 years
union was the place where i hang out when i'm free
or even when i have classes *oops*
now, things are so much different
that even when i enter the room, i feel so much like a stranger then a senior.
i'm amazed at how things change so quickly, haha.

2007-05-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

utterly disappointed
i'm upset to hear so much stuffs about me
i've taught so much already
and yet ppl are not appreciative.
at the end of the day, i ask myself
what's the whole damn point.

since i'm not that useful and helpful
then i shalln't bother
and just leave everything to her.

2007-05-14T04:50:00.000+08:00

yes i know
it's been more than a mth since i last blogged
maybe blogging doesn't appeal to me anymore
maybe i'm not blogging coz too little ppl bother to read

but on second thought
less readers mean less flamers
so not so bad either. lol

well i'm finally released of my workload in students' union
after 2 years (:
it's like waking up after a long dream
or rather, a mixture of dream plus nightmare
lol. i swear
life ain't as "privileged" as many think
working as an exco definitely needs us to sacrifice lots of stuff
including my family.
oh well, they don't really care =x

it's been 4 years
and i've been waiting to say this again
Manchester United ARE CHAMPIONS OF ENGLAND AGAIN!
hahaha. pardon me, but i just wish to show off the fact they beat Chelsea to the title.
too bad they wouldn't be getting a treble
otherwise it would be another memorable season
come to think of it, when i first supported the club, they got their treble
god knows when they'll do it again

school life suck
i just wish to skip every single class and slp at home

i've got this bad habit for the past few weeks
staying up through the night, playing computer games
no matter how tired i am, i just dun have the urge to slp
and when the clock strikes 5am, my mind just go blank
and off i go to bed.
bah. i just dun feel like going to school.

hmm.
gotta make a trip down to office this week
i'm a little unwilling to do
considering that the hard work that i've put in wasn't recognised
but then again, i still gotta do wat i promised
who else to blame but me? i shouldn't have promised anything.

oh before i forget
angela chang concert was a blast
i gotta say it was a great way to end my commitment as an exco
and of course, kudos to lingyi and the committee
a wonderful job done.

i'm addicted to volleyball i think
the sentosa trips are so addictive that i think it's gonna be my pasttime
lol.
plus the eye candies there
oops.
i mean, er, the eye candy who tags along =x

i'll post pictures some other time
blogger's giving me probs

bah. it's 5. i think my mind is going blank again.

2007-04-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

great change to my life (:

i had never dreamt about becoming a GP I/C
but i'm glad that i was offered the position
and glad that i took it up
i'm definitely proud of my GPs
be it senior or junior, guy or girl
they have earned their rights to be GPs
and deserve everyone's respect, including mine

it was great to see the young ones mature through the process
while the seniors passed on their knowledge
and i salute every single one of my GPs,
who took the challenge to be part of Egregious.
one senior said i created a new legacy
i thought otherwise.
Egregious created a new legacy
and this legacy will never stop here

once again to my dearest GPs of FO Camp 07/08
thank you for all the hardwork that you gave
Egregious. balls to the walls (:

FO Camp is definitely one of the greatest moment for me
as a freshie, i made my first bunch of poly buddies
though we weren't used to the style of the camp
we made it through as brothers and sisters

as a year 2, along with 13 others, i became a GL
a whole new experience, having to work as a couple
having to lead 17 freshmen and gain their trust
the process was tough
but the result gave me plenty of satisfaction

and then came year 3, and it was my batch's turn to lead FO
i'm glad to be part of the Camp Committee
and given the chance to do my part as a GP I/C
i'm thankful to them all for giving me so much advice and support
especially the Pte Ltd and Camp Chief
you guys made the camp so much more possible for me
it was great working with you guys (:

oh yes,
Asst. GP I/C
u rock too (:
thanks for backing me up all the time
as always, you've nv failed to give your best
it was an honour to have you as my Asst.
and i've learnt plenty from you

i hope i didn't give much of a scare to anyone
but don't worry, i'm fine now
even though the pain may still be there at times
i wouldn't regret wat had happened
even if i have to repeat my ITP,
for the sake of FO, for the sake of my GPs
i would do what i did again (:

2007-03-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

problems never seem to stop coming
well at least that's the case for me
and i'm sick and tired of handling the same thing over and over again.

birthday came, and went
i had the sweetest surprise
short ~~and~~ but sweet
and then another celebration with my colleagues
it's touching to have them celebrating my 19th
even though it was 1 day after.
it's the thought that counts, and they make me feel like family.
who says you can only celebrate birthdays on 1 day every year? (:

and though i had to go back to sch for camp song singing
i was pleasantly surprised with the birthday song
thank you for that lovely tune, GPs.

as always
no celebration with my family
i'm getting used to it anyway
oh well.

oh before i forget.
thank you X-Jump!
sry for the "inverted" surprise
it wasn't planned.
but still, thx for the cake

too much has happened over the past few days
i've said alot
and i've said enough
like i mentioned,
i'm tired of repeating myself

it's funny how hypocritical some people may be
talking about passion for this and that
i'm digusted
because each time he/she uses the word "passion" to potray his "oh-so-nice" image.
why do you have to use it to protect yourself?
and i wonder if he/she truely knows the meaning of "passion"

i find it pointless to go on
this debate never seem to end
because each time a warning is given
nobody takes it
and when things go wrong
people start saying "early know this...", "early know that..."
but when warned earlier, they didn't heed the advice.

i never side with people who are in the wrong
even if he/she is my best friend
it's proven.
yes people do deserve a 2nd chance
but for him/her,
too many chances have been wasted
and i no longer see a need to show any respect.

and when i start saying something
people will start accusing me of interfering too much
so why do i bother
why give others a chance to say i'm hungry for power
when all i wanted to do was help.
i've helped enough
and i've got my fair share of problems
so leave me out of urs
(:

oh btw,
to any sr excos who read my blog
i'm sorry for troubling any of you with the call
i tried to do wat i thought was best for the next year.
though the letter was never drafted
because i found it pointless to waste my time over that person (:

2007-02-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

weee.
after all the hard work and pain and disagreements
the competition is finally over!
Team X-Jump! was crowned champions for the National Double Dutch Open!
weee....
lol. a little bit lucky i would say
but i think we deserved to win for putting in so much effort
i'm just a little bit bitter about the freestyle result
because i thought we had a much better display. oh well

kudos to my teammates
it's really tiring to spend saturday afternoons to practice again and again
it's even more exhausting for us to spend nights on weekdays
considering that we were either working or studying.
but i guess being winning the competition this time round is a great encouragement for us
so we won't stop here!

oh btw.
i've started itp
not as slack as i initially thought
but well, it's better than having no company wanting me =P
at least i'm of some usage to the company
just that the long travelling time is killing me
lol.

being a GP I/C is god damn no fun.
seriously.
it's difficult to be one
especially when everyone expects you to be as good as the previous ones
or at least, almost as good
well, i wish i could be
and i'm trying
but it's difficult when some people don't wish to coorperate.
plus so many things to do ):
there goes my so-called holidays again.

oh. moving back,
i had the sweetest valentine's day ever
though we did nth much besides having a meal and watching a movie
(:
er. and i bought flowers
even though i had a sensitive nose =P
k la, next time buy more la

i think chinese new year is more than a reunion for me and my relatives
lol.
because i hardly spend time at my grandma's house now
and it's nice to visit my relatives whom i spent my childhood with
hahaha.
now that all of us are grown up
WE CAN ALWAYS OPEN ANOTHER TABLE FOR MAHJONG!
hahaha.
and although it's boring,
i dun mind playing blackjack once in a while =P

people say chinese new year must buy new clothes
but
i wan new handphone...
can?
pls..
lol

2007-02-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

zzz
i swear, having 5 exam papers in 5 days is a torture
in fact it's killing me.
the lack of sleep is making my eye swell like tomatoes
and my eyebags are making me look so much like a panda
that i think i might be shipped to china's zoo soon.

i wanna sleep.

2007-01-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

year 2007 hasn't been that wonderful for me
well at least that's the way it is now.
happiness doesn't seem to last long for me
for the next minute,
something disastrous would happen to me

help.
ok.
not convincing enough

oh itp is out confirmed for me

Name of Company you are attached to: SINGAPORE HEART FOUNDATION
Reporting Address: 9 BISHAN PLACE #07-01 JUNCTION 8 (OFFICE TOWER) 579837 SG
Person to Report to: MS ANDEANA EE
Telephone Number: ******** / ********
ITP Start Date: 2007-02-12
ITP End Date: 2007-04-14
Time of Reporting: 8.30AM
Allowance: Thou shalln't divulge.

coincidentally, my liaison officer is one of my tutorial lecturers.
well, i've only attended 1 of his tutorial for the entire sem
so it might mean trouble for me
or is it a blessing in disguise?
i'd better start attending his final 2 tutorials,
starting from tml!
lol

taufik concert was held last fri
turnout wasn't that great
neither was the helpers who came
i was pissed with that someone
for making yet more empty promises
how could i forget wat a bragger he was
and he definitely made union's image worse
oh watever.
anyway i'm glad the concert is over
great to hear taufik sing.
great to be able to be in a same van and walk around the campus with taufik
and great to have the MUTTONS to be the hosts.

ar.
i'm having second thoughts bout not going overseas
well i made a statement before
saying that i would rather choose local universities to others
i'm not sure now
i just dun think i can live in this home for long.
*shrug*

i hate it when my mum starts nagging
i hate it even more when she starts speaking ill of my friends
god knows what they have done
but to my knowledge, my friends aren't bad company
yet she didn't understand her own son
she thought i would be easily influenced by bad company
totally disappointed.
totally.

2007-01-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

ar.
so it's 2007 now.
another new year to look forward to
well, maybe not.
resolutions? nah i'm not going to make any
i dun seem to keep to my resolutions,
so what's the point of making any?
ok. maybe i'm just plain lazy

so i've lived past 2006
being 18 wasn't that interesting afterall
i didn't go clubbing as much as i thought i would
and i've yet to get myself drunk.
so i guess turning 19 this yr wouldn't make much difference either

oh. mahjong ruined my first day of 2007
i lost 53 bucks.
all thx someone. whom i shalln't mention

i'm feeling so fustrated right now
dun ask why

even after Appreciation Dinner
i've still got lots of union stuff to do
damn it. wrong path that i have chosen

and so the "great" task has been entrusted to me
may somebody bless me.
bless me lots and lots
i'll need it

FOWA irritates me to the max.
even though i'm not directly involved
well too bad
the ppl involved irritated me
and made me pissed off
her included.

i think many yr 2s have said this
and i think i should say it here
yes, RIGHT HERE.
this batch of year 1s is disappointing
well, not all of them. but majority

so be it
turn away our advices
and soon u'll face disaster.
how do i know?
because i was a year 1 last yr (:
H-A-H-A

2006-12-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

ar.
i'm here to blog finally after duno how long.
but then, the very busy me always has something else to do besides blogging
for example, sleeping, and playing computer games
so i have the tendency to blog less now.
lol.
nevertheless, i'm here now.

things have been rather complicated for me for the past few days
or for the past week you can say.
i had problem with every little single thing that involves me
so much that i resorted to staying home almost everyday
unfortunately, things at home ain't that wonderful for me as well.
*shrugs*
maybe i'm just down on luck
yeah. most probably
judging from the mahjong session that i lost 15 dollars.
which was totally unbelievable for me. lol

inter-cons is over for me.
yes, SPSU crashed out of the captain's ball semis against Sports Club.
we deserved to win, well both teams deserved to win
what amused me was the refereeing for our match
it was totally messed up, and totally disadvantaged towards us
similar fouls that were committed by us was deemed unfair
while Sports Club managed to get away with them.
i wouldn't be surprised if they had picked the referees for this match
considering the "fight" that SPSU and that "referee" had during the first basketball match.
i must say it's good planning by SPSSC if that was the case
which contradict with the way they organised inter-cons. lol
*NOTE: the referee and his/her club is not mentioned to protect his/her own safety. Please do not ask who he/she is.

and i'm not sure if it's a tactic or watsoever
i'm sure the foul play against me during the semis was pretty obvious
even spectators could see it clearly
i didn't understand why the referees couldn't
to give u a clearer idea of how stupid the decisions were made
fouls were given against us, when the referee's view was blocked.
laugh out loud people.

oh even with the pushing and nudging
i didn't start any "fight".
but i did start one after our captain's ball match against CLS last week.
note i quote "fight" because it wasn't exactly a fight
but since viknesh insisted it was, i'll just make him a little happy.
and yes, back to the "fight"
apparently i don't start "fights" in matches
i either play fair, or tough, that's all
but there's this joker whom i do not wish to quote who
apparently pissed me off when he shouted in chinese
"wan to fight ar! go out fight lah!"

i was half amused, half annoyed, by his dumbness
firstly, it was just part of the pushing and nudging in the match
secondly, he wasn't even part of the game!
last but not least, he didn't even mean wat he said
when i challenged him to hit me
he started to act innocent. all he dared to do was to push me away
i'm amused. apparently he was a joke.
and if anyone can help me pass him a message, pls tell him i say this
"don't hide behind your friends and point your middle finger"
"don't even challenge a fight, when you don't dare to"
god knows how he became the CLSC's president 2 years back
oops. did i make his identity too obvious?!?

nah i'm not a gangster.
neither do i like fights, or start one.
but i'm disgusted when i see such people around
oh. i think they recorded that incident with a camera phone
well, it might get me into a little trouble
but i didn't lay a finger on him (:
but if my memory serves me right,
he pushed me when i was standing right under the SAC camera
HAHAHA!

bah bah.
anyway it's over
CLS didn't qualify for the finals as well
too bad.

even with IVP players
SPSU's captain's ball and basketball team didn't make it to the finals
oh well. what is meant to be will be.
i think i made my point clear before
IVP players are not everything.
i still stick to my stand on why certain people are in the teams
while there are many others to choose from.
nigel and zai both volunteered for the captain's ball team
but were not included

oh and i'm not saying IVP players shouldn't be part of the team
there are others who shouldn't be
but not exactly them.
i would say the IVP players definitely did their best for SPSU
in fact, they were the ones who did more than some of us
and of course, without them
it would have been difficult for both teams to go into the semis
hard luck though.

kudos to the captain's ball team
we had so much disadvantage with the IVP ruling
god knows why only SPSU was affected
but still, we made it to the semis
i think the girls did well
no. i think all of us did well
just unlucky that's all.

weee
school holidays are coming soon!
even if it's 3 weeks only
i'm contented!
because i seriously need the break
to start my revision!

oh i mentioned that i'm having problems at home as well just now didn't i
well actually, it's because my maid went back home
lol!
the usual spoilt me actually had to do my own chores
the most terrible of all, washing of my own clothings
most of my clothes must be handwashed
and so i had so much difficulty washing them
so much that my finger hurts everytime i finish doing so.
lol. not to worry
my maid will be back this week! =x

ar
maybe i shouldn't blog often
then my post will be always this long.
HAHAHA
bye bye. i'm off to bed

2006-11-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

wee. long time nv blog
doesn't really matter also
coz not many ppl reading
HAHAHA
well, i've got plenty of stuffs to say now.

ivp has begun for hockey
i would say we're a better team than last yr
first match was a disaster for us though
our wonderful coach was out of town
so we had to come up with the plans ourselves
ended up 11-0 or 12-0. not so sure
well, we lost to nyp 11-0 last yr too, so not so bad.

second match was quite a nail-biting match
we had equally as much chances as tp
but still ended up in a lost, 1-0
i guess everyone was just too tired.
anyhow we showed the other teams that we have a better squad
and can do better than last yr.

and today's match was a thrilling one
sp 2-2 ite it ended. finally, our goalless streak since last yr has ended
with our, i would say, best player in the team scoring both goals
i'm happy, because i played a part in our first goal
i'm upset, because we should have won the game. or could have
hard luck, that's what most ppl say
but it's not a nice feeling to lose a match because the umpires were unfair
my coach said one of them was cheating
i duno. but i spoke to that umpire and he didn't do anything
he could have. but no he didn't.

well, our last match with np will be next week
hopefully something nice will come up.

it's pretty sad that i can't turn up for spsu's captain's ball matches
because of these ivp matches.
hmm. i've only played 1 match, against BEC, so far.
anyway, it seems the team is doing fine without me
lol. considering the HUGE DIFFERENCE between the scores
our toughest match is upcoming this sat.
i'm having thoughts bout slping at home =x
tired lah. got mmsp on fri!

oh yes yes.
mmsp on fri!
pls turn up
wan tickets ask me!
5 bucks each!
got ipod nano and shuffle to win!
=x

some stuffs tickles me
even though i know ppl don't think the same way as me
okayy, i'll just be straightfoward
first, ppl say they wan a team to win the inter-cons
and then next minute, i see ppl like shannon and daryl in the team
and the best part, there are also ppl who dun turn up for matches
and then ppl don't play in matches, when they handpicked the squad
ok lah, i'm not saying they are lousy
but you get my drift.
i find it ridiculous to give yr 3s the priority to be part of the team
because others wan to win for the team as much
if training is the problem. think again, reasons were given for absentism
sometimes i wish i could skip meetings to train with the team
BUT THEN AGAIN, not all ppl in the team attended trainings before selections
(: end of my first "speech"
take it or not, up to you guys

and back to captain's ball
it's Dumb, note the capital D, to disallow 2 basketball guys on the court during the match
and then, you allow 2 netball girls to play at one time.
HELLO? if you look at how captain's ball is played
IT'S SO MUCH LIKE NETBALL
only difference i would say, there's no hoop to shoot for.
and teams get 2 pts when a girl scores, while only 1 for a guy
if you say guys have the physical advantage, PLS OPEN YOUR EYES WIDER
i wouldn't elaborate further.
so if you can read, and already read the above,
CAPTAIN'S BALL IS SO MUCH ADVANTAGE TOWARDS GIRLS!
you get my point i'd bet.

seriously i should send a copy of my previous post to all companies with movie theatres.
you would get me if you read on.
i happily joined my friends for a movie on sunday. Happy Feet
guess where, VIVOCITY!
it's my first time watching there, and i was rather excited bout the new theatres there
to my disappointment, WE WERE HAVING OUR SEATS AT THE FIRST ROW
no need for me to describe how i watched the movie.
i swear, it was like doing a neck exercise for 1.5 hours.
anyway, the movie was rather hilarious
only 2 things made me feel my 9.50 wasn't worth
first having the front row.
the second, paying to watch so many penguins.

to all companies with movie theatres again,
if you're building anymore, or thinking of doing some renovation
DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR SEATS.
be it giving more space to stretch our legs
or be it having the first row too much to the front.

ar. a pretty long post ain't it
yeap. so much things to bitch about after so long
i'll bitch about how tiring things were for me next time.
BYE BYE

2006-11-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

post camp outing was crap
low turn out
people turning up late
ppl who organised didn't turn up
no offence to those who had inter-cons, i understand
anyway, it was like sort of a waste of time.
gd thing it's e-learning week

i hate liars
totally.
perfect examples from yesterday's outing
it's simple to say u're busy
and thus can't turn up for the outing
but it's also plain stupid
because the next minute u ask someone out
oh and to that someone,
u're blacklisted by me.
don't come to my blog and try to teach me so much bout life
or how to handle my friendships
when u can actually lie so stupidly to me.

and fyi,
the bbq wasn't part of the outing in the first place
that goes to show people don't read meeting minutes
or they don't pay attention during meetings
the bbq was only brought up at the last minute
so even if there wasn't enough food, don't blame my entire committee
because not all deserve to be criticised after all their hard work
blame those who didn't turn up

oh i watched Covenant
well, i would probably give it 3 stars out of 5
wouldn't be a bad choice if u just wish to kill time
IF you have watched most of the other movies
The Guardian is nice, though can be boring at certain points
great storyline though, nice way to end it to fit the title.

noticed that movie durations are getting shorter as years pass by
i think other then The Guardian
the movies that i watched recently are less than 2 hours?
not too sure, but if that's true, does that mean directors are getting lazier?
or have script writers and producers run out of ideas already?

noticed another thing too
many new cinemas are coming up
larger ones, with more seating capacity
but why didn't anyone think of building a cinema
with a larger space for each seat
think of it, wouldn't it be much more comfortable with more space to stretch your legs?
and people wouldn't have to squeeze through seats to get to the other side
oh come on,
people pay 7 bucks, or even 9 bucks to deserve such comfort.

i'm tired
i need a break
hockey training was horrendous for me
i seriously need to get fitter

2006-10-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

what on earth is wrong with certain ppl.
they just can't get alive
can they?
MOVE ON PPL. MOVE ON!

oh i'm utterly digusted after watching The Departed.
totally rip-off from the Hong Kong movie, Infernal Affairs
aside from mentioning vulgarities for god knows how many times,
and some change of plans to the ending,
THE MOVIE HAD AN EXACT PLOT AND STORYLINE AS THE HK ONE!
what a waste of time.

well that proves one thing.
Hong Kong - or you can say Chinese - movies are still up to the mark

if i'm asked to rate The Departed,
i'd rather not. cause it would be an insult
yes. insult, to the producers and director of Infernal Affairs.
and if there's gonna be a The Departed 2,
PLEASE DO NOT PAY TO WATCH IT!

bye bye.
i'm off to bed
my headache's killing me

2006-10-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

hi all.
i've learnt plenty
too much.
after watching all the movies that i downloaded
note: pornography was not intended, if any

well i think i prefer the war movies more
in fact, i've got more alot
note again: too much war movies ain't healthy
but then, they are the ones that taught me the most
friendship, love, to sacrifice for others, many more
those movies tell us how cruel a war can be

if wars weren't created
enemies could have became friends

forgive and forget
yes, that's another thing that i picked up through the movies
not that it happened that way in the movie
but if different countries give in the one another
there's no need for a war, ain't it?

i'll learn to forgive and forget
some things will never end if both parties don't compromise
if one side refuse to take your suggestion/comment
so be it if i'm on the losing end
i cannot always have things my way
nor can i always have people having the same mindset as me
so i'll just do watever i'm tasked with
and get it done and over with it.

well i hope the nuclear conflict goes the same way too
either way, someone has to compromise
and i don't see a reason for NK to be a nuclear power.
what? they gonna bomb aliens with it?

oh i've yet to comment anything bout SP Superstar.
i wouldn't say much bout things that happened beforehand
because like i said, forgive and forget.
it's all the past now, nth can change it
but i sorta like the musical
nah, not the storyline
it's the way the musical was made, and played.
and i'm sure proud of my fellow friends involved in the play
faliq, whom many voted as the best idol
and angela, who was involved in most of the dances
i guess their hardwork definitely paid off.

well things are getting busier now
i guess i'll just have to concentrate
and focus on certain stuffs
union stuffs.
sec sch prom stuffs.
and not forgetting my studies.

oh, and of course spare time for my dearest (:

2006-10-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

i'm tired. and i duno why
i didn't do much of running for captain's ball
i'm fustrated. i dun understand why either
why people don't understand the point that i'm bringing across
i'm posting this.
because i feel like pouring everything out

god knows why i went to school just to play captain's ball
PSI hit 113
when is the rain gonna come?
and i thought it was gonna be a spsu team
but it wasn't to be.
nigel couldn't play. to make way for others
maybe it's his wish. maybe? i duno.

i thought no IVP players was playing captain's ball
because that was wat i'm told
i thought it was more then enough
having IVP players in basketball and soccer
and now even captain's ball
we're including them, even when we have SPSU ppl willing to be part of the team.

the match was totally under our control
i guess?
okay maybe not. the second half was haywire.
we did well in the first half
and when half time came
ppl started to give plenty of suggestions
wanting to do this and that
i disagreed and gave my opinion
and others insisted on their own idea
fine. i took back wat i said.

we started to let in more points
but nobody did anything to rectify any mistakes
nobody told that culprit he was out of position
half the time i was trying to make the pace of the game slower
the ball passed so quickly into the opponents half
and possession of the ball was lost again

and the next moment, i was told to slow the pace down
how the hell am i supposed to control the game
when the IVP players refuse to play with the team's strategy
the blocker is always pushing forward
while i had to stay back and cover him
how to play according to wat i'm told?

the match ended, so-called thrashing
we won, big deal.
our opponents didn't have anyone matching the height of our players.
we were all depending so much on the 2 IVP players.
the best part, the match went out of hand
when both of them took the game to their own styles.

people suggested to have training after the game
yes, the both of them.
both groups weren't seperated equally
and one side ended like sitting ducks
to me, it was more like a slam dunk session
so much for training.
to my dearest TEAM MANAGER
u should have been there to see wat ur 2 IVP players were doing.
ask farhan jr wat he saw.

i dislike hockey club trainings
because of the biasness the coaches show.
and as much as i hope for SPSU to win in captain's ball
i think the way things are being handled is totally out of hand.

maybe people are just desperate to win the Inter-cons plate
maybe that's why things are the way it is right now
we may have won today
and i have seen plenty of captain's ball matches played in Inter-cons
at the rate we're going, we may not even go pass the group stage.

i'm unhappy, not because of having the IVP players in the team
now that decisions were already made
i won't object to having both of them
but if they are given more privilege over others
then why name the team "SPSU"?

i've been speaking up for too many people
since the previous council
and i think i spoke too much
because it's pointless
those guys don't appreciate it
i'm tired of helping.

and to marcus
u think twice before yelling at me
captain, in-charge, watever u are
u should have done something bout the training
instead u continued.
maybe u enjoyed it, u thought it was a form of enjoyment for the team
well. u bet. the winning team did
especially those dunking.

maybe i'm tired
because of watever i have mentioned above.

oh yes.
like i mentioned in my previous post
this is the real me.

2006-10-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

damn the haze.
my nose feels so irritated right now
and i feel so blardy warm.
god knows whyy my house has 3 air-cons
and i was told not to switch the one in my room on.
someone pls remove it

shafiq.
DUN COMPLAIN CAN
be happy that ur name appear the most on that stupid quiz!
hahaha.
at least i didn't put u on the hate list =P

i just can't stand certain ppl
stuck around like your good friend
to get some benefits from you
behaves like he's your long time buddy
and when the time comes
he just ditches u one side
and gives u crap reasons
oh come on. i'm 18
i've lived long enough to see what you're up to

power crazy
u wan u take lah
i'm can't be bothered to fight for it
hmm no.
i'm not good enough
yeah. watever

hmm
i'm pretty cold towards everyone nowadays
i think i prefer it this way
much more like the real me.
rather than going around smiling like a jackass
being a hypocrite.
what's wrong with being myself (:

oh damn
i wish sch is closed tomorrow
damn PSI over 100 but we're still having classes

2006-10-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

1. full name: Ang Xiang Yao, Jeremy
2. name backwards: Ymerej, Oay Gnaix Gna
3. were you named after someone: God knows.
4. meaning of name: Don't know, don't wish to know
5. nickname: (: Shalln't say
6. screen name: Ever changing.
7. D.O.B: It's already written on the left
8. place of birth: Singapore
9. nationality: Singaporean
10. current location: My home
11. star sign: Pisces
12. religion: Buddhism
13. shoe size: 8? 8.5? hahaha.
14. hair colour: Brown
15. eye colour: Black
16. who do you look like: My dad
17. innie or outtie: Huh?
18. leftie or rightie: Left
19. gay, straight, bi or others: What's others? 1/4 or 3/4?!? straight (:
20. best friends: blardyhood + eugene + marcus + fiq + farhan + rudy
21. best friend you trust most: eugene (AND rudy - well u said friend)
22. favourite pals: Same as best friends (:
23. best friend of opposite sex: blardyhood + cj + joanna + jelena
24. best buddies: ALL OF THE ABOVE
25. boyfriend or girlfriend: Girlfriend, yes.
26. crush: Not now.
27. parents: One dad one mum -.-"
28. worst enemy: You don't wana know.
29. favourite online guy: WTF?!?
30. favourite online girl: Not interested.
31. craziest friend: shafiq (:
32. advice friend: eugene? anyone actuallyy.
33. loudest friend: shafiq.
34. person you cry with: I cry to my pillow, not some person
35. any sisters: Yes, an irritating one
36. any brothers: I wish i can exchange for one.
37. any pets: WYWY!
38. any disease: Long time since i went for check-up =x
39. pagers: No
40. personal phone line: I won't tell you
41. cell phone: Nokia 6610i
42. pool or hot tub: POOL
43. a car: Must have.
44. your personality: One that many won't like (:
45. driving: Soon i guess
46. room: Yes.
47. whats missing: I'll tell you if i can find it
48. school: Singapore Polytechnic.
49. bed colour: Blue?
50. relationship with parents: What you expecting? Intimate?!?
51. believe in yourself: Most of the times.
52. believe in love at first sight: Yes, but never once worked out. HAHA
54. get along well with parents: Get along, yes. get along WELL, no.
55. save email conversations: Important ones.
56. believe in reincarnation: Ask me again in my next life.
57. make fun of people: You bet.
58. like to talk on the phone: Not really.
59. want to get married: Yes, but not now of course.
60. like to drive: Can't wait to.
61. motion sickness: I don't think so
62. eat stem of broccoli: NOT AT ALL!
63. eat chicken with fork: Yes, sometimes.
64. dream in colour: I think so.
65. type with your fingers on home role: ??
66. sleep with stuff animals: I've got sensitive nose.
67. next to you: My bed
68. on the walls of your room: Lotsa stuffs
69. on your mousepad: Mouse -.-"
70. dream honeymoon spot: Paris
71. bedtime: Morning. lol
72. under your bed: Oh, Wywy loves that spot.
73. single most important question: Er. What's that
74. bad time of a day: When I have to get up from bed.
75. your worst fear: Don't know.
76. the weather is: I think the haze is gone?
77. time: 6.31pm
78. date: 13 October 2006
79. best trick did on someone: Plenty
80. theme song: Not a superstar yet
81. hardest thing about growing up: To grow up.
82. funniest experience: Too many
83. scariest experience: When my nose starts to run like a tap.
84. silliest thing you have ever said: Don't know.
85. scariest thing while you are with your friends: God knows what they may do to me =x
86. worst feeling: To be alive
87. best feeling in the world: To sleep like nobody's business

2006-10-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

been pretty caught up with stuffs lately.
union
school events
hockey
not forgetting new games to my pc of course.

hmm.
been noticing that everyone's starting to have a blog nowadays
or maybe they already started one long ago
just that i didn't know.
what? blogging a trend again?
i don't reallyy find it that fun though
well, it's a nice place to gossip and rant about your fustrations
er. nvm
contradicting myself now

things went through my mind
plenty of stuffs
this and that.
i couldn't help it
i mean, after all the oh-so-inspirational talks i've gone for
after what they said
"don't think of why things happen. think of a solution for it."
i just couldn't stop pondering on those stuffs
it's part of my sub-conscious mind!

i certainly miss my pri school days
speaking bout that
my pri sch teachers too!
feeling pretty bad bout not visiting them for god knows how long.
i'd better find some day and make a date with them
before i'm forgotten. =x

i guess i'm on some others' hit-list lately.
can't do much either
i can't be there to accomodate with everyone
i'm not a clown. that's not wat i do

oh yes.
a happy BIG 18 for farhan. junior.
that makes shafiq the only one left who's UNDERAGE!
hahaha.

and before i leave
i shall leave you with something to think about
"who are you?"

2006-09-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

singapore idol
i guess everyone dreams to be one
or at least an idol of many.
i believe i said that 2 years ago during the first singapore idol
and now i say it again
both finalists have done well for this competition
and have proven themselves to be idols.
it doesn't matter who wins
because both of them are already winners.

and if i were to compare this year's competition with the first
i think it's more competitive right now.
it's hard to decide who's better
judging from their performances
i think the recording company wouldn't mind giving both of them a contract each.

):
my mum lectured me for my poor results
i thought she would be more understanding
because she had gone through stress herself before
and i thought she knew how difficult it is for me to study the modules i'm doing.
oh well.
i guess i'll just have to work harder
and dun skip classes. so often. =x

oh well
busy day for me tml
got plenty to do
union union union
lifeless idiot.
should slap myself for it
hahaha.

2006-09-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

weee
back from polyforum
it's great to know new friends

polyforum was a little boring for me
with the fact that i didn't attend any sub-theme meetings
nor did i do any relevant researching
and so whenever there was discussion
or presentation to do, i was sorta left out.

i didn't like the many of those who attended polyforum
for their attitude, and their way of speaking
hey. it's not like our fault if u wish to do more then the rest.
u can't say that we aren't doing our best. or anything at all?
much more do i hate it when ppl say i've yet to contribute to the group
hello? as much as i wish to contribute
it's not as if i've never tried to contact people from the sub-theme
but i didn't get a single replyy.
okayy nuts. i'm not gonna blame anyone for that

anyhow, i'm still thankful
for i was assigned to a grp of people whom i could clique with
and i certainly enjoyed the times when we cracked silly jokes
spent time together, be it useful, or a total waste of time.
they definitely made polyforum so much wonderful for me
and no matter which path any of us chooses
i'll still consider them as wonderful friends of mine.

i think i lack sleep
seriously. because i was feeling slpy most of the time during polyforum
and come to think of it
i slept quite alot during ICE =x
i guess i better catch enough slp tml
otherwise i may start falling aslp in classes.
hahaha

talking bout classes
it's quite sad coz i dun have any night classes to make-up for my forward module
so too bad. i have to drop one of the 2B modules
in order to repeat that stupid forward module, plus my semestral maths paper.
hopefully when i come to yr 3
the timetable doesn't clash and i can catch up with the rest
it all comes down to luck.

so school's starting soon
my time-table is sort of slack
haha.
plenty of breaks in between
hopefully it doesn't influence me to slack more =P

oh yarr.
i read somebody's blog
and i certainly didn't like her comment
she blamed others, when she didn't treasure the person she liked.
it was so obvious who was giving and who's asking for more
and she actuallyy had the cheek to flirt around, and lied about not having a boyfriend.
yes she could hide from him. but she couldn't hide it from others
it's so dumb when she actuallyy put the blame on us
come on, we treat him as a best friend, like a brother
does she expect us to sit there and watch her torture him?
and it's not our fault for her not speaking to him when they're in union
ar crap.
it's getting draggy.

2006-09-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

wee..
finallyy over
glad that the camp is over
and i no longer have to worry about the events stuff anymore.
well, i'm just left with my final committee meeting
and to clear up the finance procedures

ICE was fun
in a way it was nice to see my helpers able to work so well together
and to see the bond that close was heartwarming feeling
it was great to have campers saying they love the camp so much
and i guess doing stupid things do make the camp interesting as well

everything has its gd and bad points
i guess it's up to us to learn from the bad ones
and improve the gd ones.
in a way, ppl may not always see eye to eye with u
it's up to u to convince them
and how u do it (:

impression of some turned for the better
while some got worse
well there were some who didn't change my impression of him/her
probably because he couldn't be better or worse!
nah. lol
just joking

i thank all those who came
helpers
campers
facilitators
camp comm.
organising comm.
seniors
anyone. everyone.
thanks for the wonderful memory

and specially to my camp comm.
those with the orange shoelaces
u did a wonderful job
it wouldn't have been a success without all ur hard work
u guys deserve a nice rest
and many cheers (:

i failed a module
the much expected turns out to be unexpected
because it wasn't one of the module that i expected to fail!
it turns out that i passed the rest
except for this particular one
oh well. mechanical engineering sucks
i still don't understand whyy electronics student have to study that.
anyway. my course sucks too =P

well oh well
forward module student
i'm not sure wat's gonna happen now
i can't even see mr tan personally
because i'll be away for polyforum from monday.
and worse still
i've yet to inform my mum.
anyway, i'd bet i'll get a scolding when i return from PF
she'll receive a letter by then most probably

ar. no rest
tml i'm on for a PA forum
then sunday there's bbq outing
and off i go for PF for another 4 days.
there goes my rest. =x

2006-09-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

crap
it's so torturing to be a chairperson
i dun feel like one
because i've got so many ppl to answer to
i've got to follow watever they say
and i can't make decisions
decisions that were supposedly for chairperson to make.

puppet emperor
that's wat they call emperors who don't have power to make decisions
and i feel like one now.
puppet chairperson

like as if i dun have enough problem from participants
i get more from my organising comm.
from club presidents
from helpers
i duno wat else to say
like it's not tough enough
i have such short time to do everything
1 1/2 month. definitely pass damn quickly.

ar
i also wish to go for my hockey match this sat
i also wish i can have time to enjoy myself
i also wish i can go out with my friends
i also wish i got time for myself
if everybody wans all these,
HOW THE FUCK I ORGANISE A CAMP

i wake up everyday
rush to sch to meet my committee
i end late,
reach home and do everything till late in the middle of the night
i slp late
and i have to wake up the next morning. AGAIN

zzz
and i also wish i can have my holidays back
or longer holidays

in the first place i shouldn't have took up the project.

i'm sorry if u can't stand my complains
press alt + F4
that's how it is now
because i'm in a terrible mood.

well anyway,
i'm done with complaining.

oh no.
one more
damn company wans to do another concert
2nd week when school reopens
DAMMIT LAHH
like i not busy enough.

2006-08-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed off
whyy have a camp
when so many clubs are so reluctant to send participants
so difficult to find 8-10 ppl?
1 club so many ppl also can't find?
know got council camp still organise club camp
NTH BETTER TO DO IZIT
MUST CREATE TROUBLE FOR ME!

pardon me.
i'm just trying to show my fustration
it's a little late right now. so i can't shout (:

seriouslyy
there's no point in calling us council clubs
when it's so difficult to book locations for the camp
someone from SAA pls be nice enough
and provide us with the locations i need
pls? pretty pretty pls?

WAH!
emergency meeting!
sounds interesting
and to make it more interesting
it's gonna be held on a busy day
now let's see
who's gonna attend the meeting? (:

eugene says he dun mind organising a camp
which is coming in 2 weeks time
so we've decided to swop projects
i shall chair FO
and he shall chair ICE
aight! set!

i wan to cry liao lahh
first it was exams
now i still got so much to do
never ending work

someone pls burn my room
so i have an excuse
to say i lost everything in the fire
and i can't run the camp
wat a wonderful plan! xD

2006-08-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

aight!
update i shall.

well, been pretty occupied wif stuffs recently
yep yep.
exams practically spoilt my mood
so i didn't blog for the past weeks
oh well, it's over now anyway
hopefully all is well
and i dun forward any module

whenever i think about the stuffs that i do for union
i think if its worth the hard work at all
i mean, i spend so much time on it
and end up neglecting my studies
but again, i won't do something that i don't like.
(:

wilbuuurrr concert was pretty messy
i don't think it was screwed
but it's not that organised.
i think i didn't do a gd job afterall?
well, the last minute stuffs from the company made it a mess for me
things popping up at the last minute
and i had no control over it
all i could do was just follow instructions
anyway, i guess ppl enjoyed themselves
better than nth ^^

aw.
my room is in a mess
even though life seems a lil boring with no exams now
i'm still lazy to clear my room =x
oops i take that back.

i got a secret to share.
MARCUS WONG IS AFRAID OF WATCHING HORROR MOVIES!
hahaha.
he was busy covering his ears when he watched american haunting with eugene and me.

oh well.
it's gonna be boring tml till fri
coz everyone's going for camp
not everyone. most i guess =P
bah bah

2006-08-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

one down four to go
exams sucks. to the extreme
it's so taxing to memorise so much
and i got 5 papers
how unfair!

oh yeah.
i was amused when my classmate left the exam room
because he took only 1/2 hr
before he finally gave up.
i guess if i were to foward module,
i wouldn't be the only one now =P

arh. my leg hurts
having not jumped for so long
the trainings and performance definitely killed me
my calf hurts so much now
that i wish i could fly

hehe.
but i certainly did enjoy the performance
it's my interest since young afterall
plus i get to do it with my friends
my clique jump rope clique rather.
unexpectedly, i appeared on news
and my interview was written on the web.
nahh. i didn't request to be interviewed =P

rather upset
because not all could come together
maybe she feels that being that is a safer route for her
i duno?
hope she joins us some time soon
(:

been long since i turned up for club trainings
i guess i'll have to do so tml
and start going for my matches
lol.

oh and erm
no more chopsticks for me
FORK AND SPOON!

2006-08-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

Marcrh
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

oh. the end of it says
"If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days."
so will i meet one?
lol.

to my dearest justin
okayy. sounds gay
anyway, as a best friend
i still feel you should have done wat u did
afterall, there's no point in going after her
after keeping certain things from you.
if she's true, she'll be waiting for you

oh yeah, i didn't talk much bout my day out yesterday did i?
other then the fact that i spent more than 200 bucks
lol.
well i went to a warehouse sale with eugene and marcus
somewhere near serangoon
and then headed to town
where we continued to do more shopping

i must say i had a hard time deciding whether to buy my havaianas
because i wanted a plain brown one
but none had a strap behind.
and then i wanted the dark green one
but shafiq already has a similar one
and a white one could be easily dirtied
anyway, i still got the white one.
lol

it was dinner for the 3 of us after that
had billy bombers
totally made us bloated after that meal
and i must say i love having meals with the both of them
because we will gossip like aunties!
hahaha.

did some final shoppings
and then went to cineleisure to catch pirates
with 2 hrs till our movie start
i took them to the study place trish introduced
to have some drinks and continue our gossiping sessions
LOL
i guess the movie killed us
because it ended at 2++ AM

2006-08-06T03:24:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously spending ALOT
hahaha.
i had my shopping that i asked for
and i bought plenty of stuffs

well all thanks to eugene
my shopping started all because of him.
he actually took me and marcus to a warehouse sale
full of ladies apparels
and i could onli find guys stuff at the adidas section
i mean.. buyable guys stuff.

here goes the list of stuff i bought from the warehouse
and also from orchard
Blue Adidas (France) Jacket : $54
Green Adidas T-shirt : $24
White Havaianas Sandals : $49.90
Ripcurl Wallet : $69
Ripcurl Belt : $42

Total Amount Spent : $238.90
excluding my meals
and the taxi rides that i've been having lately
i guess that will sum it all up to almost 300 bucks!
oh well
gotta work more regularly now
to earn back the cash x.X

hmm..
it's been long since i touched my rope
and i think i seriously need to jump more
totally lost touch
well oh well.

ar shag
i'm gonna go slp
i think i'll wake up in the evening
LOL

2006-08-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

waaaaahhhh
coincidence after coincidence
this world got so small?
or maybe singapore is too small.

seriously, i'm loving my job more
because i got to work at the door near Orchard Cafe
it's tiring, in a sense the door is never closed for long
HOWEVER
i get to enjoy a large screen of soccer match
plus plus there are more pretty ladies there!
i'd bet farhan will snatch to open the door there next week

seriously
i have this feeling that i'll forward module this semester
the feeling is even stronger then last year
i hope i'm wrong
maybe i'm just paranoid
but i dun wana study these boring modules AGAIN!

i duno wat's wrong with union ppl
the guys seem to be turning into gays
look at farhan (senior) and shafiq!
well it's understandable for farhan
considering he's not getting the hot chicks he's asking for
HAHAHAH!

wah god damn it
i so damn tired now
but i can't fall aslp because of the coffee i had hrs ago
u wouldn't believe it
i slept at 4am yesterday
because i was rushing my AES project
and guess wat. 101 pages of hard work!
101! it's almost as thick as the t/book
wtf. all thx to my classmate
obviously he copied and pasted.
oh well, better then not doing!

aw. someone mentioned to me bout kitkat on msn
now i'm salivating
been long since i enjoyed chocolates
i miss those days when mummy janet buy me choco occasionally
now she's no where to be seen
mummmmyyyyy~ I WAN CHOCOLATE!

hmm. i'm amazed at my ability in saving money
if i hadn't bought the puzzle and printer ink
I WOULD HAVE SAVED 200 BUCKS THIS MONTH!
can you believe it.
that's more than half my monthly pocket money
ar too bad. i couldn't claim the puzzle money
so it's down to 100. still....
AMAZED.

aiya enough shit
more long days to come
i'm gonna go rest my eyes.

2006-07-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

ar damn
so busy
i feel like a lifeless dumbass right now
totally sold my life
and i'm tired of doing all those stuff

anyway, i still have some friends who did little things to brighten up my life
when i'm under so much stress
it did make me feel a little bit better
A LITTLE BIT
well at least they tried (:
and i thank them.
here's some:

shuqi sent me this pic

it's a toy puppy that i bought for her as a birthday gift
i duno how she did it
but she spiked its hair! lol
maybe i shd try that on wywy some day
first, maybe i shd go do some researching
on whether dogs can use GATSBY WAX

i had cj calling me midway through my work
she asked me to spare her a minute
and i thought she was gonna tell me something serious
and then....
"there was a matchstick with an itchy head,
so he scratched his head and it caught fire.
he was then sent to the hospital,
where the doctor bandaged his head.
then... the matchstick turned into a cotton bud."
.....
wtf. spared her a minute just for a joke
i was laughing with farhan when i continued working
i laughed not because the joke was funny
i laughed coz cj was foolish to call me just to tell me a joke
still. a foolish gd friend (:

working as a doorman may seem boring
all we do is just open
smile and greet
and close the door.
okayy. maybe alittle bit of bell boy job if u're hardworking
but working with farhan is quite fun
because we gossip bout union ppl ALOT
lol. and farhan keeps complaining bout not having the chance to open the door for pretty ladies
while i do! hahaha.
and the best part of working today
i got a tip! first time after 4 weeks of work. (:

and besides all these entertainment
i've got more when i come home!

a place where your face is plastered up on the glass
that same place that we all hung out after class
but today's a case of you can kiss my ass
or embrace your position with that esidency pass
keep in mind not to diss and piss whenever you wish
the very people who once helped you fag
and yea its you im talking about you faggot ass
the same one who asked for assistance in the past

the day you leave we'll fly flags at half mast
not cos we're sad or the fact that we couldn't care less
but cos the mess you brought about will be a thing of the past
taking power as your sole empowering tower
u shreded the unity like an unforgiving land mower
although its not the first time i've seen such a class act
its horrible considering that he was a nice chap

look at him now such a brainless nut
face smug looking fit for a place in my butt
proclaiming innocence when you're really a conniving thug
nothing nice to convey just zip it tight
cos our plight is simple we dont leave without a fight
your little croney with you that motherfucking looney
can sit 'esdie you hands clasped in entity
for his just as stubborn that brainless jack
who hasn't realized his peers don't lose track
the amount of shit he puts forth and acts
arrogant as fuck a face worth to smack

a little bit of inside joke
shalln't mention names
not even the one who came up with this
i enjoyed laughing (:

and of coz i have many other gd friends
eric, justin, jelena, eugene, shafiq, etc.
ppl who although YET TO SHARE STH INTERESTING
(note the sarcasm)
but i know are still there to let me buzz around their ears when i need someone to listen
erm. or see wat i'm typing. =P

well after all these
it's still back to work
aw.

oh yeah, happy BELATED BIRTHDAY justin
i purposely dun wan to wish u on 22nd
hahahaha
gd friend right?
of course.

2006-07-20T04:59:00.000+08:00

another busy day coming to an end
i must say in a disturbing way for me
because i'm having a flu!
dammit.

meetings here
meetings there
meetings meetings everywhere
everything unfolds
so many things to note
how i wish all will come to hold.

hahaha.
sry the flu is making me go bonkers

justin justin
there's no need to be so excited bout your upcoming birthday
i understand the anxiety of turning 18
totally.
but it's nth much
seriously.
lol!

do not worry
i'll still treat u as underage as much as i can for now
i just love doing that
now be gd and stop watching pornography so often
it's bad for ur health.

2006-07-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

i'm so dead worried now.
may the force be with me.

i need to clear my room
real soon.
it's in a terrible mess right now
everything's so messy even with a maid at home
this is real bad.

flight simulator is killing me!
i can't seem to get that instrument license
it pisses me off for every attempt
because i it fails me for small little errors
and i don't understand where i went wrong
how wonderful.

dumb pilot.

2006-07-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

my life's screwed
totally screwed.

2006-07-13T11:36:00.000+08:00

ar
i didn't faint!
dun say i faint can
i just blacked out
lol.
yeah i blacked out
after the run
the glaring sun almost killed me

i also duno why i had to go to the hospital
i just complained of neckache
and then they decided to take me there
i hate the feeling of going to hospital
and i hate to take an ambulance there more
that's the second time now
it's certainly no fun
my neck was aching
and the journey there wasn't smooth at all

i thought take x-ray only can go home liao
coz i didn't expect any bones to be fractured
why the hell would i have a fractured bone
when i just blacked out. lol?
but the nurse came to poke my finger
to get some blood
painful can
she didn't bother,
and continued to squeeze blood out of my finger
*ouch*

i think NUH is generous
yes, generous
because they gave me 40 capsules of medicine
i dun get that many from clinics

i duno wat position we got
hopefully not so bad
i'd still be happy if we got top 30
considering we didn't train much
and had so many casualties even before the race end
eh. i onli ended up as a casualty after hor!
=x

team b got disqualified
by that much feared rule
"only girls are allowed to run the red card laps"
how sad.
well hope they still had fun

bah i'm going to sch later
i dun wana stay at home
i duno why. but i woke up at 8+am today
the medicine was supposed to make me drowsy
instead it made me wake up
with a terrible headache

2006-07-09T17:14:00.000+08:00

i hate my life now
everything is so damn messy
all the work cramping into the little time i have
i just wish some bombshell will hit me now
and kill me instantly

to my dear farhan
i understand u were tired
but i dun like it when ppl lie to me
i knew it when u gave me that phone call
u could have told me u were tired and i would help u
for sure i would
but instead u lied to me as well
your chance to make things clear
i'll be waiting dude.

it's gonna be poly50 on wed
and i ain't looking forward to it
no longer as excited as before
because i know the team will not do well for sure
looking at the turn out rate for trainings
and how tired we were after afew rounds
i guess it'll just be another run-for-fun race

i'm gonna be attending classes from tml onwards
i promise
because i don't wish to let my parents down
i dun wish to let my friends down
after giving it some thought
i think i'll just put up with the lack of slp

bah.
gotta go
got a match to catch
i'll probably be sitting on the bench for most it
like the previous match

oh yeah. i wasn't piss because my coach didn't let me play
i was piss because he put some guy to play
some guy who didn't play well for the game
yet was allowed to continue
there were like 7 of us on the bench
he could have put some other teammate of mine
but he insisted on playing with that stupid guy.

so be it
i'm fine with it
we lost 4-2, i'm glad i didn't get to play
well done coach
he'd rather stick with someone who would lick his boots
then going for better winning options
well then
i'm won't be turning up for trainings so soon
not until coach sees the big picture.

2006-07-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

well well
england lost
on shoot-out
how miserable uh?
rooney got sent off. wat a way to end his world cup
oh well, hard luck
try again 4 years later

eric got back to hospital again
some op which i duno of
and i actually got to know it TODAY only
wonderful la.
lol. i'll visit him tml before my match
IF i do wake up early

match day 2 tml
i'll most probably be sitting on the bench again anyway
yet to go for trainings
well if we do lead by 5 goals
i'll probably get to play more then 5 minutes =P

ar
work is so boring
standing there for 6 hrs
i'm not so interested in the hot chicks like how
farhan and alex drool over them
because i know i won't get to know them anyway
lol.
but well, it's still quite a nice environment to work in
and i enjoy working there
especially with ppl smiling and greeting u back
time is the only problem. it passes by so slowly

oh. exams over
well not really
2 more papers for me, to re-take
i missed both due to MC
i'll be grateful if i pass all the papers
especially AES
lol.

2006-06-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

ar
can't understand why some ppl can be so unreasonable
so much for being a "friend"
little bit of things also wan to tell on us
go ahead la
go and claim some credit for yourself
if u'd rather wan fame and positions
then so be it
go for them, and lose your friends

oh btw.
i still feel we're not going overboard
come to think of it
ppl like them are getting on our nerves
they don't learn

so unfair
eric got 10 days of LOA
because he has a cast on his leg
maybe i should go injure my left arm too
and then give an excuse that i can't write.
i wan LOA also! =x

wat an interesting world cup
with the record for yellow and red cards already broken
it must be interesting to watch the referees
moreover there's a singapore referee
hahaha.
maybe we'll get to see more matches like the one between holland and portugal
oh. and boring boring england
another 1-0 win

2006-06-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

hahaha
first match of the Division 1 season
won 2-1
wonderful
because i scored the winning goal
but it's also fustrating,
coz i only got to play like...
5 minutes.. AGAIN?!?
plain boring can.
too bad loh. who call me nv go training =x
but still.. 1 goal in 5 min, not a bad game uh? =x

oh i forgot to mention in the previous post
we lost in the under-18 finals
but still we got a silver medal
and that is my first medal i ever got for a hockey tournament
lol. can u believe it
first medal after 6 years of hockey.
damn
maybe if i continue to come on for 5 mins and score
i might get to win a 2nd medal
=x

jialat
i got work tml evening
i got training on tues evening
how to study for tues and wed papers?!?
FAIL LIAO LA

2006-06-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

arh..
so tired

2nd day at work
late for 15 minutes
oops.
the job is abit boring
standing there for 6 hrs
yawn.
well at least i don't have to do labour job.
(:

ytd was the under-18 hockey finals
we lost by penalty shoot-out.
1-1 draw, and then 2-3 for the penalties
kudos to my teammates, though we aren't champions
they played well to reach the finals
and even for ytd's game
well i didn't get to play
if i did, i guess we would have lost long before the match ended
lol.

basket.
one tournament ended
another one starting on sunday
....

like wtf.
i failed my basic theory test
BASIC THEORY!
how to fail?!?
aiya, i'm not going to elaborate
it was a disaster that day.
nth went my way

lol.
i heard ppl were fighting during the soccer match ytd
i hate fights during matches
gd thing i didn't play
because if i did
i'd bet i would be one of those fighting
hahaha! nah. i'm a fair player =P
once again,
spsu won 5-1
once again,
without me
LOL

aiya
to hell with exams
and projects
it's killing me
lecturers are like leeches now
sucking my blood

2006-06-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

(:
happy father's day
to whoever is a daddy
especially chronos ^^

time's running out!
another week more and it's school exams
dammit
to tell you the truth
i'm seriously dead
to mug for 6 modules in a week
it's almost impossible with watever i'm planning to do
well oh well
may someone bless me, whoever it will be

ha
i miss rope skipping

weeee
tml's matchday 3
yeap yeap. i've got a hockey match tml morning
i missed the first 2
now i can't wait to get onto the field

politics politics
this is getting interesting
how ppl work just to get what they want
and not bothering about the concerns of others
looks like more fun is coming.

oh damn
i miss seeing those piper warriors
aw. how sad
blame myself for not flying so frequently
blame myself for being such a lousy pilot
blame myself for not being committed
blame blame blame

i guess my mum's right for one thing
"u cannot succeed in so many things"
i screwed my union life
i'm not going for hockey trainings often
i got myself phased out of yfc
i gave up rope skipping... well at least for now
oh well
wat a letdown.

bye bye
mugging time!

2006-06-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

it's official
i've been phased out of yfc!
"you will be awarded the phase 1 cert"
which also means
"you're no longer flying with yfc"
my mum was disappointed with me when i told her
who wouldn't?
well i'm disappointed with myself too

i'm gonna study hard from now
get myself gd grades
and my diploma
and then get into rsaf.
i'll be one of this few who fly the F-15s some day

you wouldn't believe what you're gonna see next
i went town yesterday
no, not to shop, nor catch a movie
but i studied in town!
in cineleisure to be exact
unbelieveable uh? well i did (:
and i think i'll go back there to study soon

ar bye
i'm gonna go watch england score goals
i duno how i'm gonna enjoy the match
but i'll try

2006-06-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

ar. i'm so lazy to do anything right now!
all i can do is just laze around
and hope for time to pass quickly.

i missed my hockey match
because i was too tired to leave hse
and i had block nose
how wonderful
i had a hard time getting to slp -_-

it's been long since i watched a korean movie
no, not the ones like DA CHANG JIN
those are drama serials
i meant movies.
well i enjoyed the one i watched
nice (:

i detest ppl who make empty promises
but it seems like i'm gonna be one too
i duno, but it's like so difficult for me to get everything done
with so much things on hand
deadlines here and there
expectations so high
i just don't feel like doing anything.

oh well
happy birthday to all the june babies
too many to name

2006-06-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

arh!
i'm pissed
pissed off
so pissed off
VERY PISSED OFF!

i hate making decisions
because when i do so, ppl always change them!
then why decide in the first place?
this just pisses me off.

ar crap la
i'm having a big headache now
haven't been a gd day for me
i slept till 12+ and guess wat
i had a lab test at 1pm.
quickly washed up and rushed out
luckily the lecturer is a nice person
and then i had another lab test at 1.30
guess wat. i screwed both tests up (:

finish my lab test at 2.50
rush off to yfc for flight
i guess i screwed that up too
though i got an average for my score
"this kind of score can't go on for phase 2"
that's what he said.
uh oh. i guess i've gotta work harder for the next 2 flights
otherwise i'll be out by then!

tml's AGM
but i'm having some problems
i don't think i can do much either
because it's not me who's going to decide this time
i can only talk to these ppl
and ultimately, i'll respect their decisions.

oh yarr!
i watched x-men!
nice movie, just that the plot is abit stupid?
why cyclops die?!?
how come professor x also die?!?
how come jean mus become a bad person and die?!?
lol.
how come how come how come?
the producer also mutant-minded one ar?!?
lol. watever

aiya i'm tired already.
no mood for revision
i'll just go pack my bag and sleep.
BYE BYE!

2006-05-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

well well
i finally got some rest that i needed
it was nice to sleep till 1pm
and i slacked the entire day
been a long time since i've done that.
lol.

i dun understand why some ppl have 2 blogs
if they don't wish others to know bout certain things
then don't blog la
why bother to have another blog?
there's no point in being so secretive
when u wish to blog it out already
otherwise, just keep it to yourself.

well my sis has a blog
and i do read it... AT TIMES ONLY
for all u know, my sis probably reads my blog too
i won't be surprise if my mum does so too.
anyway, i'm not afraid of others viewing my blog
i mean, i typed all these for ppl to see afterall.
and maybe that's how i communicate with certain ppl
sometimes i wonder if i should set up a blog with my mum
so that we can communicate better
=x

after so much pushing around
chairpersons of projects were finally appointed
and it was a little expected that i won't be chairing any
other then SPree! and my concerts.
and eric was of coz made the camp chairperson
who else? he was the only one in IE comm. last yr
trish was made mmsp chair
finally convinced right!
lol. oh well
i'm already busy enough with my own corporate projects

oh gawd
i can't wait for the holidays to come
i need some break from school
some break from union
though i know union will still be running during hols
i think i'll spend some time wif old friends during the vacation
definitely missing my ex-classmates
and x-jumpers!
well gd thing there's gatherings with my ex-classmates soon.

oh. i love my sr excos
seriously. love them lots
except for that one selfish guy
i've got nth to comment bout him
he's still as stubborn even after so much had happened.
well unlike him, the rest of my sr excos are such nice ppl
thx for being so considerate bout my studies
and my corporate projects
i'll try my very very very best to help u all for projects k?
i won't let all the business teams die (:
or at least, i'll try

oh yes.
taking a moment here
to wish my brother choonwee
a happy birthday.
take things one step at a time
don't rush through things
because the result may not turn out as u expected

self-discipline
i guess it's very impt for those who chose the poly route
otherwise it's gonna be damn tough
lol. i realise it now
and i'd better start enforcing self-discipline on myself
study when i can!

2006-05-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

i know plenty of ppl are waiting
because they love to watch me curse and swear on my blog
so here goes
as eric wanted an update
lol.

i've to admit it
i'm having trouble waking up at 6.30 in the morning
seriously, i hate that
let's just say i fit the description of a pig
except for the dirty part
and as a result
i've yet to appear in class at 8 since like....
2 weeks ago?!?
in fact, i onli go for classes like once a week!
it sounds bad doesn't it.

can't help it
my classes end early
and i always slp till at least 12pm

i hate ppl who ask for suggestion
and when we give them feedback
none is taken
then ask for wat
i'd rather u just tell us straight and waste less time
save the awful situations.

i feel like a puppet
being manipulated by ppl whom i thought were friends
and it's not a gd feeling
well i made some promises
i'm gonna jolly well keep them
because i don't wish to end up like some ppl
who gets despised in the end.

enough of these nonsense
i'd better get on with life
especially on the studies part
lol.
i've plenty to catch up
and MST is coming so soon

i wana take my driving test
and get a driving license
so will mr eric tan
pls hurry up and go to bbdc with me
to register for the basic theory test.
otherwise we might just have to wait till end of yr 3
when i'm going into NS
-_-
DRIVE LORRY AR!

~~it's always difficult to take the first step~~
~~when u do, u'll realise the second step is even tougher~~

2006-05-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed off
but i'm not saying why
now i'm pissing you off ain't i?

this suck
because instead of choosing to enjoy life
i chose to be involved in so many things
and kill myself

i hate my course
i hate wat i'm learning
i hate everything bout school right now
because i dun understand a single thing
and i can't do my tutorials
i'm about to fail every single module

goodness
how unfit i've become
didn't realise it until i went for hockey today
and i had difficulty running up and down the pitch
almost couldn't catch my breath.
now i'm wondering how i'm going to "fight" my way in poly50 team
el oh el

i've yet to recover from my cough
maybe farhan is right
i might be dying soon
i hope tomorrow.

2006-05-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

well things haven't been going too well for me
as in, physically
my dad was sent to A&E on mon due to some high fever
and then the next morning, i was down too
cough cough and cough
that's wat i've been going through for the past 2 days.

i skipped school
like nobody's business
i think my bad habit is coming back
and i'm trying so hard to change
so hard that i'm giving up any moment
lol.

and as for my life
i'm ok
life's a bitch
u can't have everything going ur way
all i hope for is that things go fine for me
that's all.
like i said
gd friends are hard to come by
i'll try to cherish them if i do find any
oops.

oh yeah
if anyone do tag my blog
pls do so with ur name?
PLEASE?
haha. or at least let me know through msn
or i'll feel abit insecure =x
NO! PLS DON'T STOP TAGGING!
lol.

i'm pretty much satisfied wif my committee i guess
none had pissed me off yet
notice i use the word YET
anyway, i'm pleased with the entire council as well
except for some!
the way they do things, they way they speak
i mean, u can give plenty of excuses, or talk alot
but when ppl don't do wat they say
it simply potrays a bad image of themselves.
that's all i'm gonna say

eek
i'm so jealous
coz i bought such a nice bag for my son as a bday present
well, of coz shared cost
but i'm still jealous
because my birthday falls during the hols every year
and i dun get any present!
boo hoo hoo!
lol

well i'm gone
gonna get started with my assignment
it's due this week
and friday's a HOLIDAY!
that means tml's the deadline! argh.

2006-05-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

in order to please seniors
friends can speak ill of u behind ur back
in order to outlast you
friends can backstab you
in order to please a gal
friends can ignore you
in order to make sure that u don't get in the way
friends can betray you

gd friends are hard to come by

i'm sick and tired
after going through so much for the past few days
i was wondering why i broke down
only to realise how disappointed i was
wat i had said
wat i had done
was not going to help at all.

life is full of choices
none is wrong
it's just how u overcome the obstacles
and how u face the situations.
i know i made a tough choice
but there's nth much i can do now
except to look forward
and try my best to salvage watever situation i'm in.

been an exhausting week for me
haven't been to lessons for 3 out of 4 days
i broke my promise
yet again
well, i'll try to make it up
as soon as all this crap is over

be a humble person
be a gd friend
be the most wonderful person ever on earth
and hope for the best.

i'm lost
like ever.

2006-05-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

it's just so fustrating to see how things have become
and i'm just so disappointed at how things turned out today
not only that,
i was disappointed thrice in a day
so upset that i starting to think if everything i did was right

i simply hate ppl who make empty promises right now
because it can cause so much trouble for others
and if these irresponsible ppl don't change for the better
they'll definitely lose my trust very soon.
yes
i'm pissed off
because after going through so much
certain ppl still don't understand the logic of keeping their promises
it's just that simple ain't it?

i wanted to help that's all
and i was disappointed
when of all ppl
i wasn't even approached
i still made it a point to find a chance to talk
and right now,
i wish i could take everything that i said back
because if u needed my advice, u would have looked me up
but u didn't. so what's the point?
i give up

we are all gd friends
or probably even best friends.
i don't understand why things must go out of hand
when it's just a small matter
do all these problems weigh much more then our friendship?

at the end of the day
i'm just disappointed
because the person whom i thought would listen to me most
was the person who refused to finish listening to me
i don't blame u
for we all have different characters
at the end of the day, it's still up to u if u wish to accept wat i said anot

still
i wish all these would be over soon
and things can go back to how it was
when nth could destroy our friendship
when we were still united,
willing to help one another out.

for some
it may be unfortunate
i chose to take up the role in the end
because i felt that someone had to do the job
and in this case, it was me.
i'm not too sure if i'll regret this
but i'll be keeping my fingers crossed
that things would go fine for me.

to sum it all
it's all for the sake of making union better then ever.

2006-05-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

finally the camps are all over
no more weekend stayovers
no more camp stuffs to worry about

and here comes the largest problem that everyone is expecting.

to accept the job now is definitely not easy for me
i'm racking my brains right now
to try to make a decision by tml morning
but it's just so difficult

the passion makes me feel like staying
after working for so long
i can't bear to leave my friends behind
much less the union that i love.

so if i were to take up the job
would i face more problems?
can i handle the responsibilities?
will i be able to handle the politics?
will my studies be affected?
must i give up my other commitments?
and, will i have less time to spend with my family.

so many questions
yet no answer.
how confusing.

the 1 hr long talk wif my mum didn't really help
i thought i could get some answers from her
but she returned me the question.
and i hate it when she brought up the religion stuff again
i shouldn't have gave her the opportunity =x
anyhow, i think she gave me some useful advice (:

i'm going to slp
because i'm very tired
and i've got classes till 4
hopefully when i get up tml morning
i'll make a decision
and may it be the right one.

2006-04-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

wonderful
Cao Ge's concert tix have all been distributed
within 45 mins,
the long queue which reached fc5 foyer
cleared all 800 tix
now now,
we're gonna be in deep trouble if all of them turn up
because we'll be expecting 1000 audience then (:

i slp so much for the past 2 days
but i still feel so tired
and i almost couldn't get up on time this morning
when i actually slept at 8pm the night before
shagged shagged shagged.

i hate maths
Laplace Transform
watever formula it is
it's killing my brain cells
i simply do not understand a shit bout this topic
and it's going to stay with me for my entire semester
well done.
it seems like i'm gonna fail my maths

with so much things to do
i'm starting to miss life without school
still remember how i'd complain during my break after O's
how i wish school could start soon
now i'm hoping that school would close for the entire of next week.
please?
lol.

i'm considering if i should take up a job
because i can only work in the night
and i will only have time after 12 when i reach home
to do revision/tutorials
which means i sleep bout 3-4 hrs a day
and that's very bad
but it's worse when i don't have money. lol

i hate the new attendance taking system
tap tap tap
like taking bus liddat.
i hope the entire system crash down one day
and cause plenty of inconvenience to everyone
then the lecturers would change their minds
and go back to the traditional manual attendance marking system (:

my time-table is splendid
because i end so early for most of the days
so early
that most of my friends are in class
while i'm slacking in union
how BORING!

aiya
go slp
tml can't wake up again
then skip GEMs
then can retain liao.

~~why u so busy~~

2006-04-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

if anyone asks me how's life right now
i'd most probably tell them it sucks

i'm dead tired
even after sleeping for so long today
i skipped all the lectures today (:
got an MC, was having a huge headache
and coughing throughout
that reminds me, i've yet to take my medication.

for the past few weeks
i've learnt plenty
one impt lesson i've learnt is that nv to trust others easily
for u nv know when u'll be betrayed.
right now, i simply do not know who to trust
life for us is just so political at this moment
that ppl can just badmouth u anytime
even when u're covering their asses
well one thing i know for sure
ppl will come to u when they need help
but throw u at one corner when they feel that u're a hindrance to them (:

if having power and status is more impt then our friendship
then i'd rather not have u ppl as friends
continue your power struggle
but leave me out

at the end of the day
when i sat down and think carefully
i realised everyone's selfish
including the yr 2s
they only think bout themselves
what about others?
others whom they call "friends"

2006-04-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

dammit
i've got a huge headache
and tutorials still undone.
i just hate this

guess wat
i skipped a lecture and my GEMs last week
damn!
i couldn't get up so early
i swear i'm gonna slp early from now on
unless i've got work undone
or impt stuffs to settle.

weekend activity was a torture for me
coz i got a flu right from the start
similar to the prep camp
i was busy sniffing throughout the camp
anyway, it was still nice to see the camp ending successfully
cheers to the committee (:

i feel like throwing all my work out of the window right now

my mum's back from japan!
wee.
she got me a 2 shirts
though i preferred an mp3 player or sth expensive
LOL.
just kidding.

i just cannot believe it
i had my flight cancelled again!
rain rain rain. dammit
so unlucky can
it was so warm while i was sitting at the bus stop
when i went out to the aircraft, it started raining
and as i left syfc, the rain stopped
argh!
i'm still stucked at sortie 3! how how how?

2006-04-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

if i anyone hear this
they'll probably go
"are u sure"
but yes. i've turned obedient
attending all lectures
and doing all my tutorials on time
gd boy eh?

i hate how things turned out
it's not how i expected it to be
if only complaining would solve everything
coz i feel like complaining more.

sick and tired lah.

8am daily is gonna kill me
especially with all these late hockey trainings
how to wake up on time?
and now i've to tap my admin card for attendance
that's worse.

the headlines today
i'm in a CRISIS

oh man. i wish i had chose to go KL
i'm gonna miss this trip with my hockey mates
i mean. it's a rare chance to go abroad with the team
and for 50 bucks, it's worth it
i learn new things, i may even get my FIRST set of jersey
but now i have to stay put in Singapore
because i've got to help out with the camp
and i dun get to fool around with those hockey idiots
i mean. hockey mates
oh well, enjoy guys
get me a souvenior at least

i'm so sleepy
but i've got to study
i dun wish to screw up my next sortie
and god knows when it's my next flight.

~~she hates me~~

2006-04-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

fight la fight
every year also liddat
at this point of time
relationships will be destroyed because of conflicts
and when we think back few years later
only then we realise how childish we can be
i lazy to go and think so much
take one step at a time

i'm so pissed off with the way things are going
i feel so unprepared
and lost
i hate ppl giving me so much hope
and then taking everything away from me
it's just like taking me up to everest and pushing me down
thanks ar.

finally did my 3rd flight
and cleared my external checks
seriously, i'm lucky to have this instructor this time round
he was much lenient
still, i did my homework (:
hopefully i'm able to get my 4th and 5th sortie this week
otherwise i'll be left way behind my coursemates.

school's starting
i feel so occupied
no time for this
no time for that
well well

i miss my mum
if sch wasn't starting so soon
and not so many projects on hand
i might have gone to japan with her
afterall i miss that place.

to my seniors
may the best wins (:

2006-04-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

when do i get the rest i need?

2006-04-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

for those who have been asking for update
i'm so sorry i took so long
i couldn't find time until now (:

FO Camp is finally over
congrats to all GLs for making it this far
i love every single GL to bits
for they are the ones who gave me so much fun and laughter for the past few weeks
especially during the "torturing" 7 days camp.

things didn't really go too well for me though
to start with, i had fever and a terrible sorethroat for the first 2 days of the camp
and i wasn't around when my GLs were suffering during the prep
till now, i'm still feeling guilty for leaving them in the camp
while i had to go for my syfc appointments.
watching my GP friends "hating" me didn't make me feel better
and the tekans from the seniors totally made me feel like dying.

i'm rather upset with how certain things went
afterall the shit that we went through
we could all see that we had some problems in between the couples
though some are just minor ones
still it was very saddening to see relationships spoilt within the last few days of the camps
there's nth much i can do
except to hope that things will turn for the better.

as for myself
i'm disappointed as well
probably it's just how i feel myself
but the gap is there
and that made a difference

anyhow, i'm so glad to be a daddy of 17
the largest family for 06/07 FO Camp
with none leaving the camp
wat's there to be shy of? i'm definitely proud of Oligocenes
i'm hoping to see all my sons and daughters around in spsu
helping out for our events soon
(:

glad to be at home right now
coz i seriously need plenty of rest
so for now
i'm gonna go finish up my last bits of revision
and SLP

2006-03-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

tahan, jeremy
tahan
9 more days only
9 more days and u're free

lol.

2006-03-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

well i'm so glad things worked out fine for the 3 ladies
not sure how well they did though
ppl always praise us for our performances
even when it's nth when compared to our overseas compatriots
LOL!
i was just kidding
great performance i guess looking at the response
i wished i could be there
but well, life's a bitch.
haha

now here comes the question again
should i join him again?
it's like a waste of time,
travelling to tampines every sunday
and then i get that stupid remarks from him
if i was paid, i'd shut myself up and just listen to him
but ironically, i was paying for the sport
i'm seriously troubled right now
because i am asked to go back to help for the sec sch
so wat do i do now?
this is so difficult for me to decide

anyway, i passed my year 1
hurray
not very nice-to-see grades though
only an A, with 3 Bs and a B+
another C and 2 D+
my GPA was totally pulled down to 3.0
looking on the bright side,
i'd actually count myself lucky for getting such grades
despite the fact that i missed lessons almost the entire 2nd semester
so here i come
YEAR 2!

enrolment is bothering me
those remarks have caused so much problem for us
and i feel so helpless

it's the little things that u say
that made me upset at times
but it's also the little things that u do
that made me smile more.

2006-03-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

been a long time sinced i wrote anything
and i'm trying to squeeze some time while fixing my stuff to do this

oh gosh
i seriously need plenty of sleep
8am-10pm
that's how long i've been out of home for almost a week
u wouldn't like the schedule i'm having
totally.

well enrolment for SP was pretty irritating for me
i hate events that involve all the clubs in SP
no offence to any in particular or anyone
but seriously, i get rather pissed off with ppl's attitude and comments
if he or she feels that it's easy to run an event this big
then pls step forward and volunteer
why should i give up my hrs of sleep
and play
and enjoyment
and face all these nonsense,
without much benefit except another 2 CCA points.

it's stupid to flame us on forums
especially at large and popular ones.
u just gave yourself away and made yourself looked bad
and seriously, i think that guy should reflect on his comments
recall and see how much u all actually contributed to the 46th Council
no apology letters for absence from meetings
hardly in club
think about it and then point ur finger at us
if u think i'm wrong, do step forward and tell me
my name is JEREMY ANG from SPSU.
(:

oh yes
i dun like others to flame on forums
and i'm flaming him now
oh well, it's my blog (:
he can go on and sue me for this
SPSU can sue him for slandar as well
or if u feel like it
flame me here. it's my blog anyway
i have access to EVERYTHING

moving on
i realised how tough it is even when working with SOME SPSU members
SOME. not all
if he/she wish to just take a shirt and slack around
then why not just design one urself and print it
why bother to come?
or rather just take the shirt and leave
if u have the pride to do so.
i may be bad when i say this
but why should the rest of us work so hard
when he/she don't help out and still get the shirt for free
and CCA points
yes. why?

ar.
flame flame flame
lots of flaming comes when i don't blog frequently

GL Preps after enrolment are serious killers
i'm denied of my sleeping time x.X
and i'm falling sick
help!

oh yes.
i turned 18
thx for all the wishes
late or on time
i appreciate them all
and erm.
i owe plenty of ppl treats
...

2006-03-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

damn tired
i finally reach home and get to use the computer.
i could have just slept anywhere just now
yes.
that's how sleepy i was

FO Packaging was a CHORE!
i hate the job
not because i was lazy
yes, it was tedious
but i didn't like it when they said "only year 1s have to do it"
so what's the point of asking seniors to come?
might as well only allow yr 1s to stay back?

the worse thing is
i-shall-not-mention-who was ordering about
as if he was paying us $7 an hr
when we were all doing volunteery work
remind you, WE yr 1s came back on our own accord
we could have stayed at home and slp
BUT we chose to come to sch
and help out
so what's with his attitude?
PLS SPEAK POLITELY.
or u shalln't get the respect from us during camp
and mind you, Farhan was just doing what he was told
u not happy, DO URSELF LA!

that aside,
i was so tired halfway through
coz i had hockey before that
(see, i made a point to go back)
injured myself during training
and guess what, it cramped during FO Packaging
ow.
i was yelling like nobody's business
anyway, i went home by taxi around 2+
permitted (:

slept at 4, woke up at 11.45!
LATE!
quickly changed and packed and rushed off for YFC
another boring briefing
or rather, lecture
STILL NO FLIGHT!
argh.
i'm gonna fail my BFC ):

BBQ Gathering with Le Fusionist! and plusplus.
i had a hard time getting there
imagine i left YFC at 3.30
and only got to the BBQ pit at 7+
like wtf?
well, nth much happened there
just eating, and watching them crack silly jokes.
still it was a nice session
hope to see them soon again

enough said
i need to slp now
maybe i'll go get a hair cut tml
xD

2006-03-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

WTF
almost 2 weeks
and i'm yet to fly my first sortie
how stupid can?
i booked slots from tues to sunday
NONE were given to me
how to pass my basic flying course liddat?!?

Code of Conduct no. 1
I AM proud to be a YFC Flying Member.
oh watever.
faster let me fly pls.

how exciting
results will be out this month
22nd of March
weeee...

so many GL trainings
and meetings
sian.
and now i got new "bible"
how great.

oh well
prove them all wrong (:

Gee Elle! gimme 5 cheers

2006-03-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

boo hoo
my new tv will only come tml evening

my mum apparently went for a shopping spree ytd.
she bought a tv
a monitor for the computer in my sis room
and a digi cam!
lol.

now i feel so bored
no lessons
no exams
no need for me to go to sch
HOW BORING
i'm just sleeping till i can't everyday
yawn.

the thought of FO Camp makes me sick
because it reminded me of mine last year
where we were "tortured" with freshidos
and i thought i would have the chance to do that this year
BUT NO!
i'm not a GP. argh!
lol. damn sad can
i can't talk to my friends for 10 days
or rather, they will be nasty towards me for 10 days
):

i watched BIG MOMMA
and i thought i needed someone like her
or rather, him
hahaha. someone to take care of my stuff
MY FOOD!
and also someone to teach me dance
LOL!
wondering why i said that? go watch the movie (:

bye bye
i'm gonna go memorise camp songs
lol.

2006-03-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

ah! dammit
my hse tv is spoilt!
so irritating can
why doesn't it spoil when i'm not interested in watching tv serials
why now, when i've got 2 dramas to watch
life's so unfair!
rah

i'm so sick
first it was a flu
i thought is just just a usual one
and then sore throat came
then cough
then my flu got worse
and my head started spinning like a top
soon i may just lay dead

so i've been slping at home
for 3 days
too sick to move my butt
and i missed soccer session
gym session
meetings
blah blah blah.
oh i miss school
YEAH RIGHT

my mum didn't believe i lost to a bunch of kids for danceworks.
ok, the team wasn't entirely kids
half were teenagers, the other half were small boys and girls
family team i guess, made up of cousins
i was amazed at their dance
it made me feel much more guilty
lol.
YES MUM, I DIDN'T QUALIFY THIS YEAR
THERE'S NO NEED TO REMIND ME BOUT IT!

bye bye.

2006-03-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Danceworks! 06 is over
and i'm deeply in guilt.
i blame myself for not putting in my best during practices
and the little effort i showed
as a result, i was a huge factor in why my team didn't do well
i had wasted the time of my teammates
and i think i deserve a tight slap.
but all i can say now is i'm sorry

exams are over
finally.
and i'm seriously in deep trouble
i screwed ALL my papers
and the weightage for each module is so heavy
even if i pass,
i would probably get a C or at most a B
i'm such a disappointment.

aw great
utterly disgusted.

2006-02-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

internet has been a hot topic for years
whether it had served its main purpose
when it was first established
or whether it wasn't useful at all
to me, internet is a great tool
so long as we use it in the correct manner
and not abuse it.
otherwise, how would i be able to blog here?
(:

random topic
i also duno why i started on it
lol!

exam officially started for me today
first paper, PEEE
i had a tough time.
or i should say, everyone had a hard time
trying to solve every problem
i swear i almost used up all my brain cells for that 2 hr long paper
and i'm pretty sure i can't score an A for it
splendid. 35%
i just hope i pass beautifully.

what a shocker
or rather, shockers
first, arsenal beat real madrid 1-0
then singapore won iraq 2-0
i wasn't abit surprise when henry scored the first goal
real madrid was giving away freebies the entire evening
and so happened that i had a heated discussion wif one of my friend just before the match
that henry was able to dribble pass 3 players
he disagreed.
well it was proven that i'm right
and he told me that i'm just someone who watches replays
while he watched plenty of soccer matches.

so much for being a soccer geek
he claimed that replays are nth but purely replays
that do not happen often
while i made a correct prediction
he didn't dare to talk to me after that.

sometimes i wonder
if i'm an introvert, or extrovert
during my pri and early sec sch days
i was described as quiet
but now, it seems that i can be noisy as well
nono, noisy not as in irritating
as in being able to communicate more with ppl.
or maybe it's just me.

2006-02-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

my life's screwed
things ain't going right for me
and i'm disappointed
totally

i tried so hard
but for every attempt i make
the pain gets greater
i spoke to Haikal bout it
and he told me to take it one step at a time
but it's not easy for me
i'm different from him
anyway, i appreciate his advice.

speaking bout my hockey mate
i was back at training ytd
sort of lost touch
and screwed too.
rather upset as i couldn't take part in the under-18s
coz i've yet to pay my club fees

yfc's groundschool exam was fine for me
i'm rather confident that i would pass
just that i'm not sure if the grade would be nice.
keeping my fingers cross still
and i shalln't comment much bout the exam
i just thought it wasn't right.

dammit
i spoilt my wallet again
its my gift from dad last yr
for my birthday
and i spoilt it within a year
how wonderful.

i'm off.

2006-02-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

for the 101th time
i'm not "si pai kia"
my name is Ang Xiang Yao, Jeremy
though i prefer to be just called JEREMY
without my surname.

sch term is coming to an end
which marks the beginning of exam week
and also the nearing of my year 1 days
WEEE!
lol. i can't wait
i can't wait to get into yr 2
and start studying hard, attending lectures, blah blah
hahaha. i dun wish to end up like this sem =x

it's difficult to be human
i mean, why are we always not contended
when we are occupied wif work, we complain
when we are not, we get bored
and i often think bout lots of things when i'm bored
which caused my life to be more complicated
argh.

valentine's day was like...
any other day. lol
except that i was pretty sleepy
i didn't have a wink, after i slept from 6-10 the day before
for fear that i would oversleep
so i kept myself occupied and left for sch earlier then ever for my test at 8
first to finish, first to leave
only 8.45, and i had all the way till 10 to complete the paper
lol.

i tried to find sth to do in union
ended up slacking on the sofa
feeling so tired
the temptation to sleep was there
so i tried to take a nap
occasionally waking up to make sure that no SAA officers were there to catch me red handed
lol. how stupid
finally at noon, my 2nd test of the day
so i went for it, not much of a problem as well
and then back to union, rounds of CARROM
lol..

i got home only at 8+
dun ask me whyy
and guess wat,
i spent my valentine's nite sleeping
lol. ALONE LA

weee
no lessons for the next 2 days
or maybe there is, not compulsory i guess
self-study for me xD
finally left with my 3 yr long modules
=D

er so irritating
i bought a crumpler bag
and everybody keeps questioning me bout the colour
and i realised many are having the same
I DIDN'T WANT IT EITHER!
i mean. i wanted red.
but the crumpler shop assistant said they never had one
i was shocked
coz i thought i saw one before
oh well, maybe they bought it somewhere else

2006-02-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

i cannot believe it
it's been 9 mths since i'm in SP
and finally with 1 month to go
i'm about to complete my first year
and to think about it
if i do get pass this obstacle,
i've gotta be grateful to my lecturers
for they could have barred me from examinations
due to my poor attendance
not too sure if they will yet,
but nth bout it has been mentioned to me for the moment.
i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

after much hardwork
and trouble
CRS presentation done
PEEE PBIL done
DE Lab Test done
Project 1 Melody Box done
now i'm left with CADD lab test
CRS and GEM written exam
and my Sessional Exams for PEEE + DE + MATHS
now i gotta cross another 2 fingers.

things dun seem too fine in union to me
i duno whyy
ppl are starting to behave weirdly
showing intolerable attitudes
maybe it's because of the upcoming exams
i duno?
probably just fustrations

isst me or wat?
i'm starting to miss my old friends
ex-classmates
x-jumpers
ex-colleagues
ironically, i've made some great pals recently
especially those from SCC
whom i got to know better only after the tournament.
looking forward to more games with them
(:

2006-02-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

yes
the feeling is back
the temptation to throw everything behind
and give up. the fustration
my entire life
it's killing me

one projects after another
can't the school just give students a break?
and after project submissions
we get exams
when the hell do i get to enjoy life
during that 1 mth holiday in march?
wonderful.
i have joined the busiest CCA in the entire world
now there goes my holiday.

out of curiousity
i seriously wish to know wat's General Elective Modules for
coz i took a GEM which i dun think will help me much as a pilot
yes. i regret now
and since it's elective
why should it be compulsory for all students to take at least 1 for each sem?
i mean, shouldn't we have a choice?
these GEMs can cost us a "Forward Module" status

i've got so many things on hand right now
that i don't know which to start with
which to continue
and which to drop

Danceworks coming, 26th
it's been more than a year since i danced
competitively.
and i think i'm rather tensed as the date gets closer
with the fact that i've yet to master all the steps
i'm seriously hoping for a miracle
and lots of support on that day itself

bah
i'm gonna get to my notes
i've got a test for my GEM
just great, so much to study
for one damn test
i just hope i pass

2006-02-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

i've been lazy
i admit.
and i dunch know who i'm reaching out through my blog
however,
today mus blog!
lol

well. happy cny to all first
i'm satisfied with my red packet collection
not too sure bout the rest.
i've got about 200 bucks
maybe more to come
but i got friends complaining that 200 bucks is too little for them
is it really that bad?
lol. i think this is one of the most i've collected for the past few years
=O

damn jialat
i had 2 presentations last week
and i wasn't that prepared
in fact it was last min. for me for CRS
breezed through both though
hahaha

after months and months of waiting
i'm finally into syfc!
i mean, officially as a trainee pilot - soon to be
lol.
i had my orientation today
and the instructors were repeating themselves
oh. we were told not to blog about our instructors or anything
i laughed at that comment =P
and lucky for me
i trimmed my hair, totally short now
coz one of the instructor reprimanded some guy for having unkempt and long hair
so from now, till i end my flying course
which is approximately 1 year if i do private pilot license
I WILL NOT HAVE LONG HAIR! lol.

and then i had the postponed hockey match
against Tornados Beta
continueing from the 15 mins where we stopped previously
we still dominated the game
and managed to score 2 goals, with myself on the scoresheet
both goals were similar
just that i set up the first and haikal scored
while haikal set up the second and i scored
we were simply overjoyed.
and after all the hard fought matches
we placed 3rd in our grouping, out of 5 teams
not so bad uh?

and before i end this post
i would like to say
i love SCC Cubs
especially those who played for all 4 matches
we've all fought well for each other
and think the team spirit was there
if there's a chance, i hope to play with the same team again
just that i wish i could get more goals
HAHAHA

2006-01-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

shaggrified.
i'm having a tough time right now
in sch, at home, watever la.

busy day for spsu?
3 inter-cons games going on,
movie marathon for union mth,
project meetings.
lol.

well i had captain's ball first
my teammates actually suggested to allow opponents to walkover
coz many couldn't make it
and we were already out of the competition.
i just don't like the way they handle such matters
competitions are organised, competitors are expected to complete all games
be it they win or not.
and i thought it was only basic sportsmanship by playing our last game
even if we can't qualify?
and so i did, 5 guys against 6 from cadc (they had 2 gals)
well we lost
but at least we had fun
laughter
and most of all, sportsmanship (:

the same thing happened for basketball inter-cons
only 6 turned up
8 if u include yongshun and alex
so we only had 1 sub, with 5 players
and i mus say i seriously admire every players' courage
for playing the game against sports club today
though we lost again
25-36, not a bad scoreline afterall?
we were a much weaker team, with 1 sub
they had a full team, with more capabilities (:
i finally scored my first point in the game
7 points in total, 2 3-pointers =P
and we mus seriously thank yongshun for organising the team.
and thank you to all my teammates,
or rather brothers.

i would say we, if not i, lost with pride
no i'm not proud because we lost
i'm proud because i've got wonderful teammates
we all played our best
and fought with everything we had
and because of that
i'm proud of my teammates (:

let's sidetrack from inter-cons
and union
been rather slacky still
i'm starting to get back on track for lessons
i missed sch on tues, not on purpose though
somehow i just overslept.
and skipped GEM, i just felt like it
i would be slping in class even if i attend lecture
well, at least i'm making progress in going for lessons.

i was reminded that it's week 13 already
which means there's 3 weeks left on the academic year
and exams are due in 4 weeks
that's fast.
i'd better start my preparations
before i start panicking like i did for MST 2.

so great
my last hockey match got postphoned
it was 0-0 at 15 mins, and it rained like hell
accompanied by thunder and lightning
how troublesome.
i dun mind the match restarting from the 1st min
coz we should have made the scoreline 2-0 by 15 mins
lol.