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hi, i'm finally back to blogging again.
my apologies if anyone got bored of seeing those old posts each time u entered my url
that is, if there's anyone.

life has changed quite alot for me
yes, i enlisted.
life is pretty stagnant in camp
as my daily activities are pretty much restricted.
being a soldier made me thought quite alot, especially about my love ones
it's not going to be easy for the next 2 years
or maybe more.
but i'll get use to it i guess.

5 more weeks,
and i hope by then i'll have an answer to my future.

~~and all i can think of is eu.~~

couldn't figure out what's wrong with me today
i felt like i was having a hangover, feeling lethargic
and i didn't even have a drop of liquor last night.

i hope it's just fatigue.

yesterday wasn't a good day i guess
with so many things happening recently,
be it at work or personal life
it only made me pondered about how complicated my life is.
plus with my current job, it doesn't seem to get better.

no, i'm not implying that i wish to quit Le Noir either.
in fact i love the company i have there
and when i say company here, i'm refering to my colleagues
as much as i hate to admit that my bio-clock is already screwed,
i still want to go on working with them.
afterall, they're giving me their support in taking up bar tending
and i'll prove to someone that my colleagues didn't make a wrong choice in believing in me.

i shalln't go further into how complicated my life is
it'll probably bore everyone who reads my blog.
the cycle just keeps repeating, and repeating, and repeating .........

i guess i'll just have to work hard
because i wish to give my future partner a better life (:

jeremy,
WAKE UP UR IDEA!

u're not a bartender... YET!
u may not even become one (:

hi, i'm finally updating my blog after months of hiatus.
it's been months, and yes, my life had been pretty stagnant
what else to expect from someone who works almost everyday?

speaking about work, i've been working on 2 jobs for the past 2 mths.
joined yusi (yet again) at Le Noir, which pays a little higher
but then again, she resigned after 1 mth (NOT AGAIN?!?)
lol.
oh well, shalln't talk about this today.

as for H.Dazs, i just tendered on monday
due to several reasons which i'm not in a convenient position to talk about
i must say it was a pretty tough decision for me to make
but the lack of opportunities, repetition of jobscope, and etc. has made the job really too boring.
dang.
i'm so gonna leave with a heavy heart.

oh by the way,
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!
yay!
hahaha. seriously speaking, it wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be.
and to think i was so worried the night before about not being able to pass
-.-"
i guess my driving isn't that bad afterall. HAHAHAHA!
and i drove for 5 days straight after that
i swear i travelled around Singapore. lol

eunice. next wed now?!? lol.

now i'm so tempted to buy a car >.<

it's been a long time since i met my buddies
and i'm so glad that i finally got the chance to meet up with them
though the meetings were on seperate occasions
but it really helped for all of us to catch up with each other's lives.
i seriously miss the times when we hang out with each other despite our busy schedules.
(:

anyhow,
Eugene is fine.
though he's a little upset about the time that he's gonna spend in Taiwan.
Marcus is alright.
though he's facing lots of difficult situations right now.

oh well, let's just hang in there
we'll tide through the difficult times together no matter what (:

i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand

i really don't.
because you refuse to tell me anything.
nobody told me.

i am dumbfounded by how ppl behave in reality
seriously, u'll meet all kinds of ppl in a F&B job
u may meet some nice people
and also the ugly side of some
well, i just met the ugliest group of girls today.

they weren't exactly ugly if you were to judge them base on their looks
but what they did totally disappointed me
and i refuse to acknowledge them as ladies even though they're obviously around my age
for they don't deserve to be treated like one.

well my new colleague was confused with the table arrangement, and he gave the wrong change to the group of girls
they were either idiots or stupid, none of them returned the billbook for the right one
in fact, they seemed of have kept quiet about the mistake deliberately, leaving the store very quickly
for a while, i was wondering why they were rushing to leave.
until 5 minutes later, another customer came up to me and said that he had not receive his change
it was only then we realised that my colleague had given the wrong billbook.
good thing he wasn't required to fork out any money of his own, otherwise that mistake will cost him $31.50.

how ugly Singaporeans can be.

HELLO WORLD!
hahaha. i'm super duper happy right now.
yes, even when i'm tired and sleepy
because Team X-Jump! is champion of Skip-A-Dance 2008!

wahaha. it was totally unbelieveable i'd tell you,
i could have cried if we didn't even manage to get into the top 3
so imagine how i felt when the 2nd and 3rd positions were already announced
"oh no. pls call Team X-Jump!. pls pls pls.."
lol.

i wasn't lost for words
in fact, when manager asked for statements, i gave her plenty of words instead
"overwhelmed, estactic, overjoyed" blah blah blah
sry, too happy to think of properly formed sentences =x

yet before the competition, only one word could describe how i felt
"stressed"
having 4 days of competitions in a week is seriously too unhealthy
i was worried that we would end up like how my schools did,
falling behind as runner-ups to HIS team.
was even on the verge of crying after training in the morning
totally tired i'd say.
nevertheless, my hard work has paid off
so have my teammates.
all the effort that we have put in for the past few mths were recognised afterall.
the weekly practices, last minute work (this is unhealthy too), the yellings from me, the late night trainings even all the way till 10.30pm
i'm glad that none of us gave up, and i'd like to thank everyone of them
definitely we'll keep improving
we'll come back, stronger and better than how we are now.
for now, congratulations
we're CHAMPIONS (:

it was also heartwarming to see so many familiar faces coming down to support the team.
special thanks to justin, shf staffs, andeanna, parents, hong wen students
extra special thanks to mummy!
was so glad she made it,
been some time since she came for my competitions/performances
and i know she's proud of me
i was really happy with her presence that i gave her a hug
the last time i hugged her was like.... before i attended primary school?
lol =x
thank you mum (:

okayy i'm dropping dead soon
eyelids are closing any moment
i've gotta go slp before i fall into a 48-hr coma. HAHA

Labels: recognised. CHAMPIONS

good thing i didn't take an mc on sat/sun for leisure/other purposes
because i'm down with a flu today
it was so bad that i had to take an mc and miss work
didn't go for coaching nor work in the evening.
still went ahead with driving lesson, because i won't get a refund even with mc -.-"

so i was practically sneezing and sniffing throughout the lesson
luckily instructor wasn't strict
because i was pretty sure i wasn't concentrating well

later in the day, i had a long sleep
i realised i haven't been sleeping well for so long
not that i slept well today, definitely not with this flu
i think i'll definitely need more time for rest after the nationals and team's compy.

come to think of it
my schedule is damn pack for the next 2 weeks
i hope i don't give up halfway
i'll feel damn disappointed with myself. =x

i'm already feeling dejected.

i'm gonna get back to sleep
don't know why i'm so tired.

i wish you could be nicer